Chapter 119 Disheartening

• L A N D O N
• I've parked my car right outside the pad where Miranda and I are staying in London and I don't know what I am feeling. I don't know if I'm ready to face her. I don't know what words I would or should say to her. I'm so mad but I don't want to be mad at her. I take a few minutes to try to calm myself down before stepping out of the car. Ned had brought them home right away when I left the reception and I was glad he did. I know she's waiting for me to arrive home and I know she wants to talk about it.
• I honestly don't know how to talk to her about all this. My fist feels numb and it is still hurting after punching Hugo.