Chapter 26 Urges

• The urge was hard to control. Especially around Ari. He wanted sex almost all the time, he tried to distract himself with other things to reduce his anxieties, sometimes it helps. Whenever it came, it was as if his body wasn't his own. Something else took over him and the only way to get it out of his system was to have sex.
• It was hurting her, he had to find some other way to get his fix. He found himself surrounded by women who were more than willing to satisfy his needs. He didn't have to hurt Ari anymore, it was a win-win situation.
• He would close his eyes whenever he was with other women and pictured Ari's face in his mind. She was his obsession, she caused this erratic behavior in him. Sometimes he even covered the girl's face whenever she tried to look at him, it would ruin his fantasies.