Chapter 82

• ~Lola’s POV~
• I don’t really know what’s wrong with Antonio or how the fuck he knows so much about seduction. He took me to a lingerie shop, and ever since then, I can’t help but turn red whenever I’m around him. I know the type I like, but how am I going to fit all this when he’s with me? Is it even appropriate at all?
• “Hey, Lola or Janet. Fuck, Mrs. Monroe sounds better. This is Bianca, a close friend of mine. She will help you out.” Antonio said, and I heaved a sigh of relief knowing that I was with a woman. I am a bit insecure when it comes to my body, and I still feel like I have flaws. I have body issues, and I feel like they make me lose confidence. One of the reasons I am not sleeping with Mason is that I feel like my boobs should have been bigger, I also have a few stretch marks on my boobs. Even though I am happy with the way I look, I sometimes wonder if I could have been more hourglass-shaped. Even though Mason claims that my body drives him crazy, there are days when I just don’t like what I see when I look in the mirror.