Chapter 30 I Don't Wanna Feel

• Mercy had offered to massage me with some hot water and ointment, and I agreed. Still wrapped in a towel, I laid down. Every press of the warm cloth made me hiss in pain, with tears streaming down my face. However that pain wasn't more than the pain of knowing my child was killed by his father , the pain of never meeting my first child , the pain of knowing my husband was cheating on me with my cousin.
• As Mercy continued massaging me, she couldn't hold back her tears. Wiping away my tears I turned to ask her , "What's wrong?"
• She sniffled while wiping away her tears, she apologized, "I'm so sorry, your majesty, that you had to go through this, and I wasn't even able to help you."