Chapter 39 — Dead To The World, But Alive

• 🦋 BENITA 🦋
• It all unfolded before me, as if I were watching a documentary of my life. Remembering everything made me realize how ugly my life was and how peaceful the last few weeks of my life I remembered nothing was.
• The promises I made to Felix, the threats I brought to him, my own family and every single horror in my life. I sat down there in silence, I didn't speak or cry, I just stared into the void, wondering where I'd go from there.