Chapter 5362 Nothing More Than To Fuck Me(Taboo Fuck):>Ep6
- As if any of that mattered. They said no. I am stupid. Two years ago I found out about their stories and in a fit of despair went back to university early. Perhaps some separation would help us this time as well. I was too overwhelmed to pack here and now, but I had every intention of leaving this house before my brother was back from his trip.
- I starved myself for the rest of the day, only leaving my room once to use the toilet when I was certain they were both out of the house. I was wrong and scurried back into my safe haven as quickly as I could. I felt so pathetic climbing out of my stupid little costume and even looking at my naked body in the mirror made me sick. Why would they choose you? They created a better version in their minds. They were sick thoughts, and so unnecessary, but I was punishing myself.
- I rotted away for the rest of the day, my heart sinking again when I heard whispers outside of my door. When the knock came I wanted to scream out for them to leave me alone, but there had been promise of a conversation and if I wanted to seem mature in any way at all, I had to sit through it.