Chapter 5318 27 Blowjobs(Making Love To A Cock)Taboo Fuck:>Ep23
- I must be crazy. The one thing I didn't want was to become my papá and at the first sign of trouble here I am. My work is like his paintings. I am in the same house he became a recluse, doing the same thing. I chose to get back into this life and you were right, it was a stupid and arbitrary number but I attached myself to it like it was my escape. Maybe I shouldn't have done this to you because I know what it is like to move on. You seem to be doing a better job than me at moving on. What is your secret? Sam, you need to understand that you are the best thing that ever happened to me. I don't want to stop you from having a life of your own. The rules don't really matter, you're right. It could be a stupid number of blowjobs or a thousand times having sex. I would never regret any of it if we could stop, but if we can't stop then you don't get to live the life you were destined to live without me.
- It was another step in the right direction. It was important to me that I never begged her, and not just for my own self-worth. I was desperate to be with her but I would rather not if she felt it was genuinely for the best. But with some time and patience, maybe she would convince herself of everything we could be if she just tossed aside rules from a different generation.
- I told her that there was no secret to my ability to move on. I just know there are only two real possibilities. Either our relationship continues, or it ends, and I am happy with the life those two options would provide me with. I can make both work because the most important thing is that in both she would still be my best friend and the best mum I could have ever asked for.