Chapter 4686 Foreign Temptations(Erotica Love):>Ep9
- They tried to remedy their sexual frustrations by sexting each other. Cassandra would text Jason a few lewd photos of herself, and he would do the same for her. However, this didn't work as effectively as she would have liked. Jason was always eager to receive nudes from her, which helped him satiate his needs on his end. But the dick pics he was sending to Cassandra just weren't working for her. His penis was fine and all, but it didn't have as much of an impact on her libido, especially reduced to a small 2D image on the screen of her phone. If she couldn't touch it, taste it, or feel it inside of her, it just didn't do all that much for her. They even tried to have phone sex a few times. But, as with their other attempts to keep their intimacy going, it wasn't as fulfilling for Cassandra as she needed it to be. She couldn't help it if she just needed the real thing. And it wasn't just Jason; her own fingers and the small vibrator she'd brought with her were also of limited efficacy.
- Cassandra had always been an intimate person. She thrived off being close to those she loved. As admirable as their efforts were to cope with what they couldn't have, every attempt just left Cassandra feeling even more frustrated. Even more detached and disconnected from that human contact that she craved. It felt like she was being teased rather than relieved. So Cassandra decided to ease back on the sexting with Jason. He was disappointed at first, but he tried to be as understanding of her perspective as he could. It pained her to reduce their virtual interaction, especially when it seemed to work better for him than for her. But she was entitled to prioritize her feelings and not just suppress them out of a misguided emphasis on pleasing him. She needed to take this step for her own sake. If she kept having to confront her inability to please her needs, Cassandra felt like she was going to lose her mind!
- What worked best to take her mind off things was focusing on her schooling, completing some online work she'd picked up, and working out her body to stay fit and healthy. It seemed like a cliche, but keeping busy was an effective distraction from her lack of physical and emotional affection. But no matter how many distractions she engaged in, there simply wasn't all that much to do in this cramped apartment. Going outside was still restricted as hell and the only times they were allowed to leave the apartment was to get supplies. And even for that limited function, Raj was the only one who was able to leave the apartment. Mostly because he knew his way around and was a citizen. According to him, the police just weren't comfortable with foreigners wandering about the streets of the city during these trying times.