Chapter 18 You're A Mafia Boss?

• Mishthi
• After the kiss with Rudransh in the living room, I rush into the room he pointed to earlier, right before we got carried away. I wonder why I behave so impulsively around him. Why did I let him kiss me? Forget that-why did I kiss him back in the first place? I should've pushed him away when he kissed me the first time.
• But why do I feel weak and hypnotized around him, as if he's some kind of drug I can't resist tasting? The walls I've built to keep men away-are they crumbling because of him?