Chapter 5
- AURORA’S POV:
- By the time I get to school, my nerves are shot. I spend the entire morning avoiding Jon, avoiding everything.
- But it doesn’t stop the whispers in my head.
- You felt it. You know something’s wrong.
- At lunch, Cali finally corners me.
- “Alright, spill,” she says, plopping into the seat across from me. “You look like you saw a ghost.”
- I push my food around my tray, avoiding her gaze. “It’s nothing.”
- Cali snorts. “Yeah, no. I don’t buy that for a second.” She leans in. “This have anything to do with Jon? Or Arc?”
- I tense. “What? No.”
- She narrows her eyes. “Aurora…”
- Before I can respond, I feel it.
- A shift in the air.
- Like a storm rolling in.
- I don’t have to look to know he’s here.
- Arc.
- Sure enough, when I glance toward the entrance, he’s standing there, staring directly at me.
- His expression is unreadable, but his icy blue eyes are locked onto mine.
- A shiver runs through me. I hate how he makes me feel. I should be running away from him right now. Especially now that he may truly be what he claims he is but why do I still fill a pull towards him…
- How one look from him makes my stomach twist, my heart pound. I tear my gaze away, pretending I don’t see him. But the second I do, I hear his voice—low and cold, right next to my ear.
- “You’re avoiding me.”
- I nearly jump out of my skin. “What the hell-“ I whip around. He’s standing right behind me.
- I didn’t even see him move.
- My stomach twists. “Back off, Arc.”
- His lips curl slightly. “I would, but there’s a problem.”
- I cross my arms. “Oh?”
- Arc leans in, voice dropping to a whisper. “I can’t seem to stay away from you.”
- My breath catches.
- I should be terrified.
- I should run.
- But my body betrays me, just like it did with Jon.
- Heat coils in my stomach, and I hate myself for it.
- I shove past him, heading for the door. “Not my problem.”
- Arc catches my wrist, stopping me in my tracks. His grip is firm, but not painful. Just… unrelenting.
- “Aurora,” he murmurs.
- I meet his gaze, my pulse racing. “Let go.”
- He studies me for a long moment. Then, to my shock, he does.
- But before I can take a breath, he says something that makes my blood run cold.
- “You’re not human.”
- The words slam into me like a wrecking ball.
- I stare at him, heart pounding. “What?”
- Arc tilts his head. “Jon was right. You’re not human.”
- I shake my head, stumbling back. “You don’t know what you’re talking about.”
- Arc’s gaze darkens. “Then explain this.”
- Before I can react, he lifts his hand and presses two fingers to my forehead.
- The second he touches me, a wave of something crashes over me.
- Memories that aren’t mine. Visions that flicker too fast to catch. A battlefield. A woman with glowing eyes. Blood. Fire. Power.
- I scream.
- Then everything goes black.
- I wake up in my bed, my body aching like I’ve been hit by a truck. My head is spinning, my chest tight, and the memory of Arc’s words lingers like a ghost.
- “You’re not human.”
- My breath stutters as I sit up.
- It wasn’t just his words. It was what I saw. What I felt. The battlefield. The woman with glowing eyes. The power surging through me.
- I don’t know how I got home. I don’t remember leaving school. But none of that matters.
- Because my life just turned into something I don’t understand.
- A knock at my door makes me jump.
- I already know who it is.
- Jon.
- My heart pounds as I stare at the door. My mind flashes back to last night-the way his body twisted, the sound of bones breaking, the golden eyes that locked onto mine right before I ran.
- I don’t want to see him.
- But I also… do.
- The knock comes again, softer this time.
- “Aurora?” His voice is quiet, careful.
- I squeeze my eyes shut, gripping my blanket like it’ll somehow ground me.
- Then, before I can change my mind, I force the words out. “Come in.”
- The door creaks open, and Jon steps inside.
- He looks… tired. His hair is messier than usual, dark circles shadowing his green eyes. He hesitates at the doorway like he’s afraid to come closer.
- “How are you feeling?” he asks softly.
- I let out a short, humorless laugh. “Like my entire world just got turned upside down.”
- He nods, like he understands. Maybe he does.
- I swallow hard, forcing myself to look at him. My stomach tightens.
- “He’s still Jon,” I remind myself.
- But I can’t stop seeing the other version of him. The one with sharp teeth and his green eyes and something wild beneath his skin.
- Jon seems to notice my hesitation because he doesn’t move any closer. His hands are in his pockets, his shoulders tense.
- “I’m sorry,” he says after a long pause. His voice is quiet, almost… guilty.
- “For what?” I ask, my throat dry.
- His gaze flickers. “For last night. For scaring you.”
- I wrap my arms around myself. “You didn’t mean to.”
- “No, but that doesn’t change the fact that I did.” His jaw tightens. “I never wanted you to see me like that. Not like that.”
- Something about the way he says it makes my chest ache.
- I exhale shakily, my mind still reeling. “I believe you now,” I admit. “About being a werewolf.”
- Jon studies me carefully, as if he’s waiting for me to say something else.
- “But,” I continue, “I need space.”
- His expression falters.
- “I just-“ I shake my head, frustration bubbling up inside me. “I need time to wrap my head around everything. You being a werewolf. Arc saying I’m not human. The…” My voice breaks. “The visions.”
- Jon’s entire body stiffens. “Visions?”
- I press my fingers to my temples, trying to block out the flashes still burning in my mind. “Arc… he touched me, and I saw things. Things that didn’t feel like mine, but they were. I don’t know what they mean, but I felt them, Jon. I felt them like they were real.”
- His fists clench at his sides. “Did he hurt you?”
- I shake my head. “No. But he messed with my head.”
- Jon exhales through his nose, like he’s barely keeping himself calm.
- I don’t know what I expect him to say. Maybe something comforting. Maybe some kind of explanation.
- Instead, he says, “I’ll give you space.”
- I look up at him, surprised.
- “But I’m not going anywhere,” he adds. “No matter what you are, no matter what’s happening, you are not alone, Aurora.”
- My throat tightens.
- Jon holds my gaze for a long moment before nodding once and turning to leave.
- And even though I asked for space…
- A part of me doesn’t want him to go.