Chapter 58 Asceticism Iii

• Erica’s [POV]
• My experience may be pretty limited, but somehow, I don't believe the fire I have with Judge is something everyone has when it comes to sexual tension. When we come together, it's like fireworks. He lights the fuse, and I explode. But much like I suspected, just as soon as he's finished, he turns it off like a switch. His face returns to a neutral expression, and he dismisses me by telling me to go to bed.
• I hate that about him. Even worse, I hate that I can't read him. There's no way for me to tell if he's dismissing me because he got what he wanted or if he's trying to protect himself from feeling anything. I want to believe that might be the case, but I also don't want to be a fool.