Chapter 5 Ash And Ice

• Raelin’s POV
• I wake to silence.
• Heavy, pressing silence. The kind that doesn’t belong to forests or caves or the chaos of pack life. It’s thick. Clean. Controlled.
• And foreign.
• My eyes blink open slowly. There’s low light—a lantern, maybe. The scent of cedarwood and cold stone wraps around me, sharp and grounding. My body aches. Every joint, every muscle. My ribs feel bruised. My throat’s dry. But I’m not cold.
• There’s a blanket over me.
• Soft. Heavy.
• And I’m not on the ground anymore.
• I jolt up too fast. Pain flares bright across my chest and I hiss, falling back with a groan.
• Where the hell—
• The memories slam into me like a blow to the gut.
• The altar. The rejection. The bond.
• Darius. Mira. His hands on her. Her moans in my bones. The searing betrayal of it all.
• I squeeze my eyes shut and breathe through the nausea that rises with the memory.
• The bond hasn’t broken.
• But it’s fading.
• And something else has taken root in its place. Something darker. Older. It thrums low under my skin like a second pulse. I don’t know what it is yet, but I feel it—awake now.
• I force myself upright, slower this time. The blanket slips. I’m in a long shirt that doesn’t belong to me, skin bare beneath. My dress must’ve been torn beyond repair.
• The room is simple—stone walls, iron sconces, a wooden table near the far wall. There’s water waiting. A clean cloth folded beside it.
• Someone took care of me.
• But why?
• And where am I?
• I hear it then.
• Boots. Outside the door. Not pacing—waiting.
• My spine stiffens. My wolf rises, cautious. I don’t know if I can fight. I don’t even know if I can shift. But I sure as hell won’t go down weak.
• The door opens before I can move.
• He steps in.
• Tall. Broad. Clad in black with a silver ring glinting on his thumb. His presence hits the room like a change in air pressure—too sharp, too heavy, too… Alpha.
• His gaze lands on me.
• Not my body. Not my scars. Me.
• “Raelin Thorne,” he says, low and certain. Not a question. A statement.
• I don’t answer.
• My instincts hum. I’ve never met him, not formally. But I’ve heard the name.
• Caelan Wolfe.
• Alpha of the Nightborn Pack.
• A ghost. A rumor. A warning.
• His wolves don’t play politics. They don’t bend the knee. And they don’t let strangers in.
• So why the fuck am I here?
• He doesn’t move closer. Doesn’t ask if I’m okay. Just stands there, watching.
• “You passed out near my border,” he says finally. “Didn’t seem wise to leave you for the vultures.”
• My voice is hoarse when I find it. “You carried me?”
• His expression doesn’t change. “You were bleeding.”
• “And you just… helped?”
• “You think I should’ve left you to rot?”
• “I think most Alphas wouldn’t risk it. Especially not for someone like me.”
• He tilts his head. “Someone like you?”
• “Rejected. Shamed. Broken.”
• That finally gets a reaction. A faint twitch in his jaw. Something like… irritation.
• “You’re not broken,” he says flatly. “You’re cracked. There’s a difference.”
• I look away.
• He steps closer. Not much. Just enough to shift the air between us. I smell him fully now—cold smoke, pine, steel. Not like Darius. Not like anyone.
• “You’ve got power in you,” he murmurs. “Old power. Sleeping power. Something this world hasn’t seen in a long time.”
• I swallow. “You don’t know me.”
• “I don’t need to. I felt it the second you hit the forest floor.”
• I meet his eyes, finally.
• Storm-gray. Steady. Not soft.
• He’s not offering comfort.
• He’s offering something else.
• Recognition.
• “I’m not your problem,” I whisper.
• “You might be wrong about that.”
• The door clicks softly behind him as he leaves.
• And for the first time since the ceremony, I don’t feel alone.
• I feel seen.