Chapter 34 I Am Not The Same

• The feelings that invade me when I see him are difficult to explain, although he was my platonic love for many years, he became my husband and that love grew much more, but when my fantasy bubble in which I lived burst, I realized many things, I discovered the true facets of many around me and I could say that of all of them he was the one who hurt me the most.
• My parents had been mean to me before, in my past there was only bad treatment from them, from Cristina, well, on more than one occasion she let me see that she was not my true friend, but him?
• Questions like, did he never love me, since when was he pretending, why did he cheat on me? They are constantly going around in my head, but I try to ignore them, his answer doesn't benefit me at all and now I don't care so much anymore.