Chapter 1
- Trista's POV
- Rain tapped against the windowpane. It was a low, mournful sound, like the night sighing, making the quiet evening feel heavy.
- I sat alone on the spacious balcony. My fingers aimlessly traced patterns on the tablecloth.
- My gaze kept flicking to the empty chair across from me. Hope and anxiety wrestled inside my chest.
- Tonight was my three-year anniversary with Cassian, the Alpha of the Ironthorn Pack.
- He had promised we would bathe in the Blood Moon's glow every year, announcing our bond to the pack.
- But tonight, he was late. He was still away on his "business trip."
- The dinner I'd prepared sat on the table: roasted venison, stewed root vegetables, a pitcher of Silverflame wine, and a small cake I'd baked myself. The candle, shaped like the number "3," flickered weakly.
- My hope, my love, my tenderness—all focused on this meal. Now, the cold night air swallowed it all.
- Time dragged on. The food went cold. The candle flame was barely a spark.
- A deep sense of dread crept into me. The air felt thick and crushing.
- Suddenly, my communication stone vibrated softly.
- It wasn't Cassian. It was his sister, Wynn Simmons.
- "Trista," her voice was hesitant and stressed. "Look at the visual crystal I sent you..."
- I poured a weak trace of magic into the crystal. The image that shone back instantly froze my blood.
- In the vision, Cassian—my mate—stood by the lakeside at Sacred Springs Valley.
- That was supposed to be our mating ceremony location. The Blood Moon should have been high tonight.
- Instead, brilliant fire magic shimmered above the lake. Starlight glittered in the night sky. In his arms, he held a wolf cub, maybe five years old.
- Cassian's hand—the one that placed the vow ring on my finger—was now draped intimately around another woman's waist.
- It was Samantha Fernandez. His first love. They broke up six years ago.
- The name hit me like a sharp arrow, right in the heart.
- The pain was an icy wind, spreading quickly through every nerve ending.
- She was the woman who only existed in Cassian's stories and on that cherished old photo in his study.
- He loved her deeply. She was a rogue, and the Ironthorn Pack didn't accept her. She had to leave the States back then.
- I could barely keep watching. But the next thing Cassian murmured on the image was a sudden gust of wind. It ripped away all my remaining hope.
- "I made the lemon cake myself," he said softly. "May my love and my flame always protect you both."
- The crystal slipped from my hand. It crashed to the floor. The sound was like an axe splitting my skull.
- Shards cut into my ankle. Blood welled up, but I felt nothing.
- Panicked, I tried to link with Cassian's mind-mark. All I found was emptiness.
- This sight shattered the last of my illusions about him.
- I grabbed my comm-stone and desperately tried to call him. Silence. Nothing but silence.
- I called again. Still no answer.
- On the third try, he finally picked up.
- My knuckles were white. My voice was surprisingly calm. "It's our anniversary today."
- There was a pause. Then his voice, sharp with impatience, cut through a loud background noise. "What is it? I'm handling important matters."
- It was curt and annoyed. He spoke as if I were a trivial servant.
- Then, Samantha's soft voice was faintly audible. "Am I bothering you? Maybe I should just..."
- She didn't finish. Cassian cut the connection.
- Helplessness, rage, and the pain of betrayal slammed into me. The deep connection I thought we shared suddenly felt ripped apart.
- I curled up on the cold stone floor. I felt the tearing of our soul-bond, and I let out a low wail only I could hear.
- I grabbed my long hair and let out a suppressed, almost wolf-like shriek. Then, the tears came. Endless tears.
- A knock came at the door. I struggled up and walked to open it.
- Wynn stood outside. She gasped when she saw my state. "Luna Trista! Your hands and feet are bleeding!"
- I looked down. I hadn't realized my nails had dug into my palms. Lines of blood ran down my wrists.
- I shook my head numbly.
- "We need to go! Let's face him at Sacred Springs Valley right now!" Wynn's eyes flashed with fierce protectiveness. "You are Ironthorn's Luna. I won't accept any other she-wolf."
- I took a deep breath, forcing myself to be calm. "Wynn, this is between your brother and me."
- My mother, whose strength was depleted protecting our former pack, was resting at the Healing Center. She couldn't handle any stress.
- I couldn't break down completely now.
- Wynn watched me. She seemed ready to argue but finally left.
- It was late. The night outside was silent.
- I wandered the cold Alpha's house like a ghost.
- I was born into the Silverlight Pack. I was an Alpha's daughter.
- Cassian and I grew up together. I gave him everything I had. But his heart always belonged to a woman he couldn't forget.
- That wasn't a secret.
- Our mating was only an ancient alliance pact.
- For three years, I had poured everything into being the Luna he deserved, trying to melt his frozen heart.
- I didn't get his love. Instead, I got his dramatic "return" with his old flame and their child.
- From the first crush to the adult, unconditional love, I had spent twenty-five years of my life and passion on him.
- It was time to wake up.