Chapter 101 Killian

• I've been with different women over these past years of my life and none of them I remember their names. And why I remembered Celine is because we hooked up more than three times and it's recent. Give me another two years, and I sure as shit won't remember Celine either. It's not that I've bad memory or anything, I just like to delete people out of my head the minute our relationship ends. Whether it's a work relationship or sex. If I'm breaking up with you, that's the end of you. I'm definitely erasing everything about you out of my head and that doesn't make me an asshole or a selfish prick. For me, it's because I'm a workaholic and I've got a company to run. Plus, keeping names and faces of women I've dated, hooked up with, had a one night stand with, is not healthy for me.
• And that brings me to the place I started with in the beginning. Who's this person? And how can I be careless enough to have sex with her without a fucking condom? Was I drunk?
• Having nobody to pass my anger and frustration onto, I got undressed, put on sweats and worked out in my gym while putting too much pressure on my body. When that wasn't working on getting rid of this irritation, and frustration, I settled for boxing, releasing my pent up anger on the poor, clueless punching bag.