Chapter 87 Question

Romano
I have no idea where I am or how long I have been here; all I know is that I love the peace and quiet around me. A part of me wants to stay here forever, to forget about something I can't seem to remember. The other part of me wants to get out of here and remember what I apparently forgot.
Sometimes I am more aware of my surroundings than other times, and it is in those moments I feel the strong need to open my eyes, but for some reason my body and mind are not on the same page. Sometimes when I am more aware of my surroundings I feel something next to me, sometimes on both sides.