Chapter 23

• SPADE
• When everything became too much to process, I became a coward. I walked away and ran like a pussy. It should be a good start for us, but the agreement was a reminder that this, whatever she felt for me, would end in 365 days.
• I made it to my bedroom to ditch the condom filled with my come. There was a slight trace of blood. I knew she was not a virgin, and she had a previous sexual partner, but she hadn’t been with anyone for years. And I didn’t take it easy on her. I couldn’t. My desire and need for her were bottled up for years. So I fucked her like I promised I would.