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Chapter 3 : I Lost My Virginity!!!

  • -= Yesha's Point of View=-
  • "Shit!" I mumbled silently while clutching my throbbing head, and to make matters worse; I awoke due to a beam of light from outside.
  • My head is killing me, most likely as a result of a hangover after too much drinking.
  • Make a mental note to never consume liquor again! I wanted to sleep again, but the ray of light made my headache worse.
  • I opted to close the shades, but when I opened my eyes, I was puzzled to see an unfamiliar ceiling.
  • My room's ceiling was supposed to be beige, but the one I was gazing at appeared to be cream in color.
  • Suddenly, I realized that I wasn't the only one in the bed.
  • When I looked over and saw a naked man lying next to me, it was a good thing I contained my screaming.
  • I saw a sleeping Greek god in my bed, or was it his bed? Wait, maybe his bed because I am not in my freaking room!
  • Fortunately, my sudden movement didn't alarm the gorgeous man, and as a result, I had the pleasure of marveling at his stunning looks.
  • He seemed so serene in his slumber; I remembered his intimidating demeanor at the pub the night before.
  • My eyes widened as I noticed his lower body was only covered by a thin blanket that didn't conceal his size, so I diverted my gaze in fear of being tempted to peek beyond the blanket.
  • I struggled to remember what had happened the night before and what had brought me to this room with this magnificent specimen.
  • "Think, Yesha, think," I told myself.
  • My headache was getting worse and worse as I struggled to recall what had happened.
  • Slowly, fragments of what transpired the day before began to resurface in my mind. Immediately after Brix dumped me, and I saw him banging another woman, I went to a bar and drank, and to my surprise...
  • When I realized what had happened between the stranger in bed and me, I was shocked and horrified.
  • "I had sex with a complete stranger!"
  • I disregarded the nagging voice in my head that appeared like it was saying something "What a fool! In bed with a naked man, why do you think you're naked?"
  • I cautiously got out of bed, taking care not to wake him up, and when I did, I noticed the red stain on the bedsheet on the side where I had been lying earlier.
  • The red stain only served to reaffirm that I had already lost my virginity.
  • I believe I was hyperventilating after realizing the truth, and it took a few minutes for me to feel the soreness in my lower abdomen.
  • Again, fragments of our passionate sexual pleasure surfaced in my mind, making me feel feverish.
  • I cautiously removed the blanket that covered his manhood, and it took a lot of willpower not to gaze at his shaft as I covered my naked body with the blanket I took from the sleeping man.
  • Even yet, it didn't stop my mind from running wild as I remembered how this sleeping man made me feel, particularly how he made me reach orgasm.
  • "Enough already, Yesha! Enough already!" I chastised myself when I felt the same lust as last night.
  • I hastily searched for my clothes, which were scattered over the room; I needed to move quickly because I was afraid he would wake up and find me.
  • Once I was clothed and had one last glance at him, I eventually made my way from the room.
  • I had no regrets about losing my virginity to this attractive man, but it doesn't imply that I'm looking forward to a long-term relationship with him either.
  • Because this was simply a one-night stand, I had to remind myself to forget about what had transpired in this room and to let go of any hopes for the future with this guy.
  • When I finally shut the door, I felt a twinge of sadness, which puzzled me because I didn't know this guy and was fairly certain that he wouldn't be troubled by someone as insignificant as myself.
  • I looked at my watch and saw that it was already past ten o'clock in the morning, and I was quite certain that I would hear a mouthful from my mom because I hadn't even informed her of my whereabouts.
  • To avoid my mother's machined gun mouth, I went to Julia's instead.
  • When I arrived at Julia's place, I caught up with her, who looked like she'd just gotten out of the bathroom, only wearing a towel over her body; she's not your typical shy girl.
  • Because of her model-like physique and soft features, Julia truly is the epitome of what it means to be a Filipina beauty.
  • "How was your date, Yesha?" she remarked, winking at me with a naughty grin. "Let's go inside my room," she said.
  • She appeared unaffected when she unceremoniously removed the towel covering her body; we're both women, after all, and it wasn't the first time she changed clothes in front of me.
  • "So tell me what happened?" she exclaimed as she changed into her house clothes.
  • Even though we were closed, I couldn't summon the courage to tell her what had happened; it was simply too intimate, but then again, who should I share my experience with if not her?
  • No, not my mother! In any case, if she finds out, I don't want to be tortured to death.
  • As I took a big breath, I decided to tell her everything that had happened since I had last seen her at the mall.
  • I could tell she was excited to find out what had happened because of the look on her face, but I'm sure that would change once she found out what I had done.
  • "Juls," I started, but I took several long breaths before continuing. "I've already given up my virginity."
  • "Yesha, you're amazing! Finally, you're a woman, and it's about time! "Her words were said while she embraced me as if I had just won a competition.
  • But I didn't return her hug for the same reason she was hugging me; instead, I was looking for comfort in the wake of my own mistake.
  • I heard a small voice inside my head telling me that giving up my virginity to that handsome man was not a mistake, to which I shrugged.
  • "Brix must be thrilled that you've given yourself to him. Have you reconciled?" She asked.
  • It wasn't Brix, I said quietly.
  • "I'm sorry?" She asked, looking confused.
  • "I didn't give Brix my virginity," I said.
  • "But you stated you'd already lost your..." Her expressive eyes widened as she realized what I meant.
  • "Ayesha Santinallan! What exactly did you do?!" She asked with a raised voice, which made me uncomfortable.
  • "I saw Brix having sex with another woman, and to forget his betrayal, I got drunk in a pub in BGC, and that's when I met the handsome man I slept with," I replied hurriedly.
  • "Slow down; I didn't even understand half of what you said," she remarked.
  • As a result, I explained what had happened to me, taking my time so as not to have to repeat myself.
  • As she realized what I had done while drunk, I could see her confusion turn into horror.
  • "Are you crazy? You know how poor your tolerance for alcohol is; why did you get so drunk?"
  • "Juls, I was deceived. Brix had cheated on me, and the only way I could forget about it, even for a short time, was to become wasted," I answered.
  • "Yesha..." Julia muttered, and just as I expected her to scold me, I felt her firm hug as if to support me.
  • I couldn't stop the tears from streaming from my eyes, and I told myself that this would be the last time I cried over Brix or any other man.
  • She just kept hugging me, and when I eventually calmed down, I pushed her gently.
  • "Shit! We should stop doing this; we're becoming just like those drama shows we loathed," I tried to lighten the mood by joking.
  • "OK, but I'm curious, how was the man who took your V-card?" She asked casually.
  • "Well, he was fine, and he looks sinfully handsome," I explained, trying to sound nonchalant.
  • When I remembered the man I slept with, I didn't notice the smile on my lips.
  • He was undoubtedly awake by now, and he realized I had abandoned him, and I was pretty confident he didn't mind if without saying anything.
  • "Is it big?"
  • That jolted me out of my reverie, and when I looked at her, I noticed a mischievous grin on her face.
  • "Julia Montero!" I exclaimed as I glared at her.
  • "What?! I mean, is he a tall man?" She asked, acting all innocent.
  • "Well, I suppose he's around more than 6 feet tall, so he's tall," I said.
  • There was silence between us, after what I said.
  • "So, how big is his dick?" She asked, intrigued.
  • "JULIA!" I yelled at her once and smacked her with a pillow.
  • "God, how I love this girl," I thought.