Chapter 17 I stood up and went to the kitchen

I stood up from my seat where i was sitted and rushed outside and i think i knocked Marvin on my way outside and am sure I left everyone wondering why am acting like that.
I went behind Marvin's car which was parked a few meters from the house and first calmed myself down cause my heart was seriously racing...i placed my hand on my chest so that i try to calm down cause sincerely speaking i don't know what fate wants from me?? Cause i keep bumping into the most people i wouldn't want to meet in my life again....At this point i wished that maybe i can get into a cab and run out of this place but unfortunately i can't cause Momo will be mad at me since i came here with her.
I looked at the house entrance and saw Momo getting out of the house and coming my way...I pulled myself together before she approached me.