Chapter 30

• So, I may or may not have spent the entire nine days my husband was away mapping out a plan on how to get him to pay more attention to me and me alone and guess what amazing plan I came up with? Nothing.
• It wasn’t that I didn’t come up with anything, in fact, it was quite the opposite. I had come up with a billion plans and I was starting to look like a federal agent about to carry out an important task so why did I have nothing in the end? It was because I liked none of the plans.
• With every plan I had come up with, the other part of me had managed to find something wrong with it. Either it was not well detailed enough, felt like a route to total failure or I felt it made me look pathetic and like an attention whore.