Chapter 58

• The following days were torture for me, because every time I kiss her, I want more and she knows it very well, but she holds back from going to bed with me and I don't know why, is it fear? Is she still a virgin? Or is she not ready? I go crazy wondering what's going on in her head.
• After work we go to a restaurant, she orders a macaroni and I order a salad and wine for us. I'm not hungry, not for food, but for something much better.
• After we eat, we go to my car and I drive to the flat. I park, stroke her hair and confess: