Chapter 59

Bethany invited her to join her and a few other friends for a drink that night and Vivian thought emptily, why not?
When she arrived at the wine bar the place was so crowded she almost chickened out and went away again, but Bethany saw her and waved her over. Bethany’s group of friends were lively and noisy and Vivian was surprised an hour later to discover that she was almost—almost—enjoying herself. Most of them were going on to dinner, then a nightclub, but the thought of eating anything made her stomach go queasy so she declined with a smile and some excuse that was something else she could not recall minutes afterwards.
On Monday morning, she just couldn’t do it anymore. Her head was filled with thoughts of Scott and she couldn’t take it any more. She was sure now that the only reason why she was able to bring herself to work the previous week was because he wasn’t present but she was sure he would be now and she couldn’t face him. Not after his cruel rejection. So, after crying her eyes out, she pulled out her laptop and sent Scott an email explaining that she’d quit her job so could focus on other things things.