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Chapter 2

  • Ava's POV
  • There was a smug little secret shining in Emma's eyes. I knew that look way too well. For five years, the face she wore—so innocent—dragged me down, inch by inch.
  • She’d say in front of Lucas, 'Lucas, I don’t think Ava likes me very much… Did I do something wrong?'
  • Then Lucas would come at me, saying, 'Emma’s so sweet. Why are you always picking on her?'
  • On my birthday, she’d 'accidentally' knock over the cake and then cry while apologizing.
  • Lucas would say, 'Forget it. Emma didn’t mean it. I’ll buy you another one.'
  • But he never did, not even once.
  • When my heart was acting up, she’d text Lucas, 'Lucas, I’m feeling down today. Can you keep me company?'
  • Then Lucas would say, 'Ava, you’re being dramatic. I’m going to check on Emma first.'
  • That night, I ended up in the ER alone.
  • And Lucas? He was at Emma’s apartment, cooking her a late-night snack.
  • I looked at Emma standing there. I wasn’t angry. Just this deep, choking loathing I couldn’t even name.
  • “Emma. You’re right,” I told her.
  • “Marrying the wrong man really is terrifying.” I gave it more emphasis than she did.
  • “So, this time, I kept my eyes wide open and picked the right one.”
  • I heaved a sigh. “As for you and Lucas…”
  • I glanced over at Lucas, who was a few steps away, his face twisted in a scowl.
  • “I hope you two end up together for good. Never break up,” I wished.
  • Nodding my head, I said, “I’ll have the keys sent over.”
  • Then I tilted my head to the side. “You can keep the furniture in that place. Consider it my housewarming gift to you.”
  • Emma’s face fell.
  • She knew exactly which place I meant—the apartment Lucas bought for me.
  • I lived there for three years. She 'visited' more times than I could count.
  • Every time she showed up, Lucas would say, 'Emma’s exhausted from work. Let her rest.'
  • And I’d have to go wait outside.
  • I found myself in my own home, making room for another woman.
  • I used to swallow it.
  • But not anymore… Not starting today…
  • I turned and headed for the door.
  • Lucas’s voice snapped behind me. “Ava! Stop right there!”
  • I didn’t.
  • I stepped inside the elevator the moment it opened.
  • My phone buzzed.
  • A message from Arthur.
  • Have you picked a style for the wedding photos? I sent three options. If you don’t like them, I’ll have them redo it.
  • I stared at the message, the corner of my mouth lifting on its own.
  • The elevator doors slid shut. Outside, Lucas’s face disappeared in the narrowing gap.
  • ...
  • It was eleven at night. I’d just gotten out of the shower when my phone rang—Lucas’s number. I picked up. His voice slurred through the line, soaked in booze.
  • “Ava, I had too much,” he told me. “Same place. Come pick me up.”
  • He sounded so casual. Just like a thousand nights over the past five years.
  • When he got drunk, he’d call me. And I’d crawl out of bed, grab a cab to the bar, haul his drunk ass into a car, and take him home. Wipe his face. Tucked him under the sheet.
  • Then he’d wake up the next day and say, 'Ava, thanks for last night.' Like I was his damn nanny.
  • “Ava, why aren’t you talking?” His tone turned impatient. “Hurry up and come get me. I’m at the Blues Bar.”
  • I held the phone and went quiet for two seconds.
  • “I’m not coming,” I said and hung up.
  • I lay back down, staring at the ceiling, feeling oddly calm.