Chapter 8 Heart Hurt

• Aling Marta gave me a confused looks. She stayed longer in front of the door.
• "What's wrong hija? Nah. Let me in. I'll be handling this for him." She insisted. My eyes almost widened when I saw that she had opened the door and was ready to enter.
• I immediately panicked. "Cedrick is naked!" I hurriedly said before she could even see Cedrick literally. Oh damn, Sherin. Damn. What a bad move! Fuck.
• When Marta turned her head to me, I was surprised when she gave me a teasing smile.
• "Why?" I asked in surprise. Why is she smiling at me? Why is she smiling at me like she's happy seeing this state of mine?
• She just shook his head and laughed at my situation. "Okay then," she passed the papers She was holding in my hand.
• "Aren't you leaving?" She asked me to which I immediately nodded. "Look first before leaving hija, huh? Look at yourself." She reminded me before leaving loudly.
• I was dumbfounded because of what she said. What does that old woman mean?
• I just sighed and entered the room. I first put the papers on the small table next to my bed because Cedrick was still asleep. I don't want to wake him up just for this, I know that his sleep is still more important to him than his company.
• I remembered what Marta told me, that I should have mirrored myself first before leaving. I don't know the reason why she said that. But to fill my curiosity, I just followed what she said.
• I walked to the mirror so when I stood there, my jaw almost dropped in shock. There were so many hickeys all throughout my body! I was so shocked that my body was shaking while observing Cedrick's marks on me last night. I bit my bottom lip in annoyance.
• I forgot to tell him that he shouldn't leave a mark! I'm leaving now! How can I do this? I will meet a lot of people! What are you going to think about?
• My neck, stomach, arms and even my legs are almost full of hickeys. It's not enough for him to fill my face with hickeys! He was still embarrassed.
• I just took a shower and tried to forget the annoyance. After I finished, I looked at myself in the mirror again. The marks are still red on it, which is annoying because it looks so new, it looks like it will take a while to fade. I turned to look at the man who did this to my body, is he really this much in love with me?
• I looked for clothes that could hide the kiss marks on my body. I found a black turtle long sleeve neck and white plain pantsuit. That's what I wore because it would hide the marks on my body. I was about to take the requirements I was going to bring and walk away when I stopped because of the voice I heard.
• "It's summer, but I guess you're very cold?" it was Cedrick's voice so my eyes narrowed as I looked at him.
• "Really? Look what you just did." I said while the voice had a warning while taking off my long sleeves so he could see the red marks he had done.
• He raised his right eyebrow at me.
• "Why? Are you complaining?" He asked which made me remember our agreement.
• I slowly looked down because of that. It was like something pierced my chest after hearing what he said. By the way, who am I to complain? I agreed to have no strings attached with him. In exchange for the financial assistance he will provide for my studies.
• I caught his gaze again and he was looking at my body in amazement, singling out the hickeys he left behind. I think he is happy because of that. I checked him and saw that his eyes were fixed on one part of my body.
• His eyes were fixated by nothing but my boobs.
• I was about to bend down to pick up my clothes and to put them back on without stopping because Cedrick ordered me again.
• "Breastfeed me, Sherin," he then smirked.
• My eyes widened because of that. He wants me to do what? To... b-breastfeed him? Is he serious?
• "What...?" I repeated what he said.
• "I said... come here, breastfeed me." repeating it.
• I swallowed several times. I'm still leaving, I may not have reached it when I gave it to him. I sighed before walking the path towards him.
• While walking, I slowly remove my bra while he keeps his eyes on me. Our two eyes meet while I'm naked on top. I could still feel every movement of my rich breasts as I stepped.
• "Good girl..." Cedrick whispered, she smiled and seemed very eager for me.
• "Let's be fast... I'm leaving." I said while slowly kneeling so that I could put my chest on his face.
• He didn't answer me and only stared at my chest. "Ohhhh," I immediately moaned at the same time as I pressed hard when he stroked my two breasts with his two sinful hands.
• "Oh goshhhh, Cedrick!" I screamed when his mouth touched my health. It's hot and makes every part of its lips stand on end. It's like he's taking me somewhere as he claims my delicacy.
• "Goodness. Ahhh!" I growled loudly because now he was playing games with my ut*ng with his tongue.
• "Oh my gosh!" I screamed when he suddenly laid me down on the bed but my butt was on his thigh while I was resting on his arm. Even though we were both sitting on the bed, he was carrying me in a bridal style while sucking and eating my breasts like a hungry human being.
• We are like a mother and son but our situation is reversed, because if the mother carries the baby to feed it, our situation is different, because now, the baby carries its mother to feed herself.
• I closed my eyes as I felt him licking, rubbing, and caressing my chest.
• "Hmmm, please, l-let's do this later... I have something important to do as of now please Cedrick ahhh!" I begged when I felt him slowly take off my bottom cover.
• "Why? Where are you going?" He asked when he successfully removed my pantsuit. He lasciviously touches his palm on my panties, making me wet down there.
• "Hmmm," I moaned before answering him. "A-at the university, ahh!" I answered as he inserted his finger into my wet womanhood.
• I bit my bottom lip in shame because I could still hear the wet sound he made when he inserted his finger into my vagina. I heard her laugh, she seemed happy that she could hear my wetness, I covered my face.
• "You're wetting for me, Sherin... why we'll stop? I know you're liking it..." there was a joke in his voice, still continuing to play with my womanhood.
• He's right, I love what he does. I like him licking, caressing, and playing with my delicacy. But I have more important things to do now. We could still do sex later, even if it takes us a few thousand days, just don't do it now.
• I opened my eyes when he suddenly put me down on the bed and was on top of me. He had no cover so he quickly inserted his stiff manhood into my womanhood. I winced because of the pain, he didn't tell me and he realized it quickly.
• "Please, Cedrick..." I begged before he moved below me. I know if we continue to be together now, what time will we end again.
• "I can talk to your school. They will let you in, Sherin. As long as you let me in first..." he laughed softly in my ear while slowly starting to drool.
• I want to cry because of what he is doing to me. He's now starting to be rude in my time. We only talk about sex, but when I ask him, he should give me permission, but as time goes on, I'm suffocating him.
• I was breathing heavily.
• "W-We can do this later..." I said to him as he dismounted.
• "Fuck..." he cursed with pleasure. "Sorry... I have a date with Elise later, we can't fuck Sherin..." he answered. By that, I just felt like my heart was stabbed by numerous knives.
• A tear escaped my eyes for some unknown reason. I immediately wiped it off so he wouldn't see it again. While meeting his thrusts, I questioned myself several times. Why does my heart hurt?