Chapter 19 An alliance, a union and with broken wings

• I rode for hours trying to think, to assimilate things; in three days my life took a 360 degree turn, in my mind began to project images of when I met Magnus, of his caresses and kisses, seeing Kenzo again also made all those memories that hurt me so much come back.
• I still don't understand why my father invited him again. The arrival of Magnus, maybe it's all related, my life is upside down, this is too much, I can't cope with all this, I need to get away, clear my mind even if it's only for a few hours.
• At nightfall I finally returned to the castle, I walked to my bedroom without dinner, I did not want to see anyone, I was exhausted, when I entered my bedroom I took a bath and put on my pajamas, but when I was about to sleep someone knocked on my door.