Chapter 87

• Adrian
• I can't fucking think straight. My mind is in a fucking mess and I feel restless, I feel used. He used me. Nikolai used me. He led me on and allowed me to fall in love with him so much that I don't think I can live without him.
• I don't want to imagine a life without Nikolai. I can't. I let out a shaky breath as I just keep walking. I can't go back to that party. I will not go back. There is no way that I'm going to go back to watch him stand with another woman. I just can't. Why did he have to ruin us?