Chapter 5792 Mutual Benefits(First Time Fuck):>Ep78
- I was never going to have a threesome with Morgan and Taylor. That much had become clear. In fact, the more the three of us hung out and sexuality was inevitably introduced, the more sure I was that I wanted to distance myself from the entire topic. And yet... something inside of me couldn't stop her. It couldn't stop her when we were alone, and it couldn't stop me when we were all hanging out together. That had to end.
- It was clear it was only going to end on Taylor's terms, which definitely complicated the process. Taylor, it seemed, felt one way about me one day, and another the next. Morgan brought stability. Taylor brought spontaneity. I brought...
- ...What the hell did I bring? To either of their lives. It was all well and good that Morgan gave me the whole 'I like you because of who you are' speech, but it didn't really convince me. I wasn't anything. I felt... blank. Boring, like a piece of paper with no writing on it or something. I definitely wanted to be someone for Morgan, she was beginning to inspire that in me, but it still felt like only a beginning.