Chapter 5256 My Lusty Landlady(Taboo Fuck):>Ep21
- A word about love addiction: in the early stages of a relationship, infatuation often occurs. You have sex frequently and have to see each other daily, minute by minute, hour by hour - just like Romeo and Juliet. Then it all calms down over the coming weeks or months and normal living is resumed. This may or may not turn into real love over a period of time, or maybe one person's feelings fade and the other person feels spurned. Then the rejected party lapses into a state of limerence, which is obsessive, unrequited love and often leads to depression.
- One of the reasons I am drawn to this family is that they are all sex and love addicts, like me. They have weak to no boundaries at all and their promiscuity leads them to feel as if they are in love. This is exactly what has happened with Dot, Julia and I. Emily also feels this kind of love for me, which is on its way to being reciprocal. The more I fuck her, the closer I feel to her too. In reality, these feelings of 'love' are simply somebody (or somebodies) giving us all physical attention, saying nice things and filling the void in our hearts, often temporarily. I have knowingly entered into addictive relationships with these three amazing women, fully intending that my fix won't just be temporary. I have every intention of falling head over heels in love with all three of these spectacular examples of womanhood and living happily ever after.
- Due to my age, looks and body, I am able to attract a variety of women. One of the talents I possess is giving my lovers pleasure and making them feel special. Even when I'm dominating them, I make sure they remain emotionally connected to me. In the case of these three women it was easy, because they're all so desirable and emotionally needy. The yearning for love is a character trait I share, because my needs were not met during my own childhood. When I was young, my mother was sent to prison for murdering my father, leaving me deprived of a mother's love. That's a long story, which I shall go into at a later date. The point is that this family are all like me. I was yet to discover what pushed Julia and Dorothy to enjoy each other when they were younger, but I would be willing to bet that some kind of parental deprivation or familial dysfunction was the root cause. There has to be a reason to push conventional morality aside and seek sexual and emotional solace from a sibling, rather than outside of the family. In any case, I had met my tribe. There's no doubt that when life has damaged you, it plays out in the arena of personal relationships.