Chapter 29

• Then the real action started. As Helena watched the professor make that initial penetration into the student, she held her breath. To actually see it slide in like that, she didn't understand how someone could moan like the woman was. Wouldn't it hurt? To have such a big thing pushed inside her? From there, it progressed as every porno did, and while Helena had originally been disgusted by the very idea of watching this, now she couldn't look away. She tried to ignore the way her body was heating up from her arousal and the moistening of her panties. She couldn't pretend that this wasn't arousing her, but her physiological interest wasn't as intense as her scholarly interest.
• Strange as it may sound, she was actually paying attention to this porno the same way she would an important lecture in one of her classes, but with completely undivided attention. She was looking at this from the perspective of a student, not unlike the student currently being bent over the professor's desk. Every time they did something, be it kiss, engage in oral, or change positions, she studied it closely, her mind hungry for the information. It was the mechanics that she found so interesting, the way they would move their bodies. Hell, she hadn't been this curious in a subject since she started taking martial arts lessons in preparation for joining the Swiss Guard.
• There were two more sex scenes in the chapter, much longer than the dialogue and plot development between them. Once the episode stopped, Helena's hand reached out with a will of it's own to start the next one. Her collar stopped her. It seemed that Xavier wasn't just going to make her watch porn; he was going to embarrass her by keeping it from her when she finally became interested. With her arousal now replaced with shame for how fixated she had been, Helena turned off the DVD player and pulled the blanket off her head. The fresh air felt as cold as ice to her, at least in comparison to the oven of her aroused breath under the covers. She stashed the DVD player under her bed and lied down. It was a little bit late, but she wouldn't be as tired the following day. Though with her mind replaying the entire porno, she wasn't sure how easily she'd be able to fall asleep.