Chapter 1165 My Fiancé'S Fucking Bachelor Party(Group Fuck):>Ep8

• On the table near me sat a tumbler of warm sake which I drank it down in a gulp. I watched with sick disgust as a long strand of spunk stretched from the glass back to my lower lips as I put the glass down. My nerves were frayed and I was feeling on the verge of moral panic. I remember back in high school how I ruled the class like a queen god-bitch; smacking down other girls with my wicked mouth; destroying rivals with gossip; sometimes ruining other girls with lies just for the fun of watching their reputations crumble. But no rumor I'd ever passed along and no lie I invented from thin air ever matched the depravity in which I'd just engaged. Alone in a room, the seed of twelve strangers who's names I'd never know smeared across my body, I felt suddenly wretched and cheap.
• Do you know what was really odd? As I sat there alone and fighting the instinct to cry, the person who I wished was there to hold me and comfort me, to tell me things were alright, to tell me I was alright, was Beth. I knew she wouldn't judge me or recoil from my cum blasted body. I knew she would clutch me close and coo to me that she loved me. And I knew she'd mean it. The fucked up thing was that I didn't even consider her a friend. She was just an emotional tampon I dumped on from time to time because she was so convenient and dependable.
• But she wasn't there and the men were done with me. I was on my own.