Chapter 2281 A Pool Party Porno (Group Banging):>Ep14
- Those were the main arguments in favor of giving in and jumping straight into this unknown possibility. They were strong arguments, but there were also factors that weighed against the decision. Porn had never been in her plans, it wasn't something she had prepared herself for. She had practiced on the stage, in front of the camera, in the view of huge audiences, but she didn't know how she would actually react to doing porn. A camera still hadn't filmed her doing anything sexual, and despite loving sex and loving being watched, Ruby didn't know if mixing the two would bring her the same joys. There was also the fact that doing porn would almost certainly ruin any other career aspiration she had. It wasn't something she could do and then go back from. This was a point of no return, a line that once crossed would change everything. This was all happening so fast, and Ruby didn't know if she was in the right state of mind to make this big of a decision.
- But there was the money. Ruby was broke, behind on rent, her gas tank empty, and without any realistic way to make a few bucks in the near future. If she left this place now, or even tried to go back to becoming a simple background extra now that everyone thought she was willing to do more, she would leave without a single penny. But if she stayed, she would go home with more cash than she knew what to do with. And she could make even more by committing herself more fully.
- Breaking down the different arguments and factors helped Ruby, but she still couldn't come to a decision. She looked down at her wristband, seeing it stained red by the wine. Wanting to fix something, even as small as that, she tried to rub away some of the stain. Unfortunately, the wine had weakened the already fairly fragile band. When her fingernail scraped across it, the wristband broke apart and fell off her wrist.