Chapter 1934 A Wild Secret Place:>Ep15

• "I hope you know I'm not like that. I don't want you to think I'm just some slut who has sex with guys at the drop of a hat. I've only been with three guys in my life, four counting you. What we had felt special to me. I knew it right then, I fucking knew it, but I didn't trust myself. I doubted my instincts, and I doubted you too, mostly by thinking I'd more or less seduced you and even though the sex was great you'd feel guilty and still see me as too young and not someone you could be serious about. And I also wondered if maybe I'd ruined it, with my prying about you and my mom, ruined any chance we had for something more. Look, I've thought about it a lot. I really like you. I want to try being with you. I think it could be more than sex. I think it could be a lot more. Why is this all so hard?"
• "I didn't think you were a slut. I could never think that! But I did think maybe that place was kind of magical and it was more that the moment got the best of us. Plus there was your parents, and how I owed it to them to take care of you, not to take advantage of you, and I know you said not to but I couldn't help but feel guilty about that. And also I am so much older. I know I'm not, but obviously I am old enough to be your father."
• "I know exactly how old you are. You're 42. I'm 24. When you're 82, I'll be 64. You're not THAT old. And I'm not a kid. I'm old enough to know what I want. I keep thinking I want you. And all your objections are bullshit. You think you've got some kind of code you have to follow, some special obligation, but none of that is real. I'll show you what's real. This!"