Chapter 49

• Ivonne Petrova
• I felt different, from one moment to another, seeing Nikolay distant from me, remembering that he had not told me that he had a brother, that he had nephews, I felt that he lied to me, that he was not sincere with me and it hurt me, I hurt myself alone thinking something that was not, because when he made love to me in that way in which we are so used I remembered everything that makes me feel, everything we are capable of making ourselves feel.
• “Do you listen to my heart?” Nikolay suddenly asked, I was still in his strong arms that only enveloped me in his warmth. “It beats only for you”. he added again.