Chapter 122

• “We don't have to talk about him while we're doing this, don't you think?” he said. It was still moving uncontrollably inside me, causing everything in my pain, first time we made love and I felt how it damaged me inside.
• “Nick... stop, please”. I mentioned hoping that he understood and that he did. “Love, please, you're hurting me”. I added trying to get out of his arms, but he had me tightly gripped.
• “Come with me”. whispered starting to move wildly, as if his life depended on what we were doing and, although, on another occasion I would have loved him to do it this way, right now he was hurting me, tears began to fall down my cheeks. “What, what's going on?” asked the man fixing his gaze on my eyes. Suddenly I saw guilt in his blue eyes, I knew what I had done, suddenly I was aware of the damage I had caused. “Forgive me, please”. he commented again. “I didn't mean to hurt you”. he finished saying.