Chapter 113

• “There are also things I regret, Ivonne”. I mentioned smiling sideways, this time without a hint of joy, rather it was just a grimace to hide my displeasure with the situations I lived and that almost cost me my happiness with the woman I love and with the family I have formed with her. Ivonne looked at me smiling shyly, maybe it was not the time to talk about it, but I had to, I had to get all that out of my system, I could hurt my wife, I knew it, but I really needed to tell her everything I felt at this moment.
• “Which ones?” she asked while she continued to observe me timidly, she approached one of the sofas that was in the children's room and told me to sit next to her. “If you don't want to keep talking about it, I understand, love. Moreover, I would not want us to continue tormenting ourselves with those situations that almost ended ours”. she said, smiling as if he knew what he was thinking.
• “I know, but I want us to talk about it, at least for one last time, so that we leave this closed and we can continue our life full of love and hoping to overcome all the obstacles that will be put in our way, because I will not lie to you, there may be many due to the lifestyle I manage, because I will never get out of this, At least not without endangering yourself, or anyone in the family”. I mentioned again hoping that she would understand everything I was about to tell her.