Chapter 101

• I couldn't stop thinking about what could have happened to my wife, I wanted to do more for her, but I had no idea what, I didn't want to be one of those men who are forced to read books to understand the thinking of pregnant women and become a good father, no, that's not even shit. Would I have to consider it? God, my mind was a chaos, and we could not have even a completely quiet week, there was always some inconvenience, today, for example, the almost fainting of Ivonne in the morning and then the news that Antoine has given me, the threat they gave me, I cannot with so much, the truth is that the situation could end up being much bigger than me.
• “Well, Nikolay, then, do you have any doubts about what I just said?” asked Santiago looking at me seriously, of course not, imbecile, I was thinking about other things.
• “No, the truth is that I did not hear anything, my mind was occupied elsewhere, can you repeat it?” I mentioned being honest. “By the way, do you think it is advisable that we can have sex so late in pregnancy?” I mentioned again, I looked next to Ivonne's face, it was completely red, a tenderness, I smiled sideways taking a little tension away from all this we were living.