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Chapter 2

  • Chapter 2
  • "Are you sure you're okay, Ariel?" He asked with a smirk touching my thighs.
  • "Freddy what are you doing?" I wanted to yell at him but my voice sneak out like a whisper.
  • "Nothing. I just can't stop admiring you. I really wish you can stop this nun madness and let me love you Ariel." What! I wanted to move far away from him but something is wrong. I felt weak like I was drugged. Wait! He drug the water?
  • "Freddie, what did you put in the water?"
  • "Something that's gonna make you weak. Let me love you Ariel." He smirked touching my lap through my habit. I wanted to remove his hand but nothing is working. I feel powerless.
  • He continued touching me and I couldn't help but plead.
  • "Fred, don't do this. You're my best friend and we've been friends since childhood. You can't take advantage of me, I'm taking my vows tomorrow in church."
  • "Fuck the church." he yelled and that made me flinched.
  • "I want you Ariel and I'm having you." With anger laced in his voice he lift me off the ground and kissed me roughly. I fought, I cried, I pleaded but nothing makes any sense to Freddie. He was different, all I could see is lust in his eyes.
  • "Freddie don't do this." I pleaded. Freddie hissed and slapped me. He aggressively pushed me against the couch and fondled every of my parts.
  • I kicked but he was stronger. He removed every of my clothing and have his way with me. I couldn't move. I lay still on the couch and cried, but that wouldn't change anything. My best friend just stole my innocence.
  • "You should wear this." He said stretching some clothing at me. I turn to look at him and sob. Why is he acting like it's nothing. Like he did nothing.
  • "I don't hate you Ariel. I want to be your boyfriend." He's not okay. He needs to go to rehab.
  • I wiped my tears and shamelessly got up from the couch to pick up the remains of my habit which he successfully tore when having his way with me.
  • "I hope God forgives you, Freddie." A stronger part of me wanted to yell at him, cursed him, hit him, but I wasn't that strong woman. I was this nerdy girl who was raised differently.
  • "Ariel, it's no big deal. I'm not leaving you. I want to be with you."
  • "You're not okay. You're acting like it's nothing. Freddie you stole my virginity. You raped me. Abused me and took advantage of our friendship. God's gonna judge you and I'm sure he will." My eyes met in contact with the blood on the chair.
  • I sniffled and ran out of the house to my car. I hated myself for everything. Why did I pay him a visit in the first place. Of course it's because I trusted him. I tapped my wheel endlessly and cried. What's my life gonna be like. With tears still in my eyes, I ignite the engine and drive out of his house. I barely could see but I hold back my pain till I'm close to my house. I climb down from my car only to find my mom and dad talking outside.
  • "Mom"I sob and collapsed on the floor.
  • I blinked my eyes several times and open it. I could see faces smiling at me. I sit up at once but someone quickly grab my arm and lay me back.
  • "Ariel." Mom cooed beside me stroking my hair.
  • "Mom..." I resume crying again.
  • "Baby calm down okay. Talk to us, what happened? You've been sleeping since yesterday and mother superior had been worried. You're supposed to take your vows today right?"
  • I can't believe I've been sleeping since. So I'm supposed to tell them I got raped. What will they see me as? That I'm no longer a virgin.
  • "I got raped." I burst out. The smile on my mom's face disappeared. Including dad's and Leslie's.
  • "Raped?" Leslie asked. I couldn't bring myself to explain. I feel like a looser and a worthless person.
  • "Ariel, who raped you?" Mom yelled and her anger already crowded the house?
  • "Ariel we're talking to you. Who raped you?" Dad scolded.
  • "Freddie."
  • "Who's Freddie?"
  • That's the issue, who's Freddie?
  • "Freddie is my best friend. We've been friends since highschool."
  • "What! You've been keeping a male friend since highschool and we're not even aware?" Mom roared.
  • "How are we even sure he's not your boyfriend? Your dirty little boyfriend that you've been hiding, huh?" Dad asked glaring at me.
  • "Daddy no... it's just..."
  • "It's just what? You sneaked out of the convent to visit your boyfriend and then have sex with him, you're here telling us nonsense. What type of daughter are you? Why can't you be like Leslie?" Dad fired.
  • I couldn't believe my ears. They are always comparing me to Leslie. She's the good girl. Always the family's favorite. I remembered it was when I told my parents I wanted to be a nun after high school they started making me feel special. How could they accuse me after I told them the truth?
  • "You're a disgrace Ariel. You've always been a disgrace and I regretted having you. Get ready to explain to the church how come you were raped when you're about taking your vows." Mom scoffed, obviously irritated by me.
  • "I hope God forgives your sins you dirty little whore." Dad cursed. What!
  • "Dad..."
  • "Shut up. Don't ever call me your dad."
  • That was it. I watched them walk out of my room in disgust. I hated myself. I hated Freddie more. He changed everything but I wasn't ready to take it to heart. I stood before the Pope and i really couldn't say anything. The story doesn't make any sense to them. I drove out of the convent to visit my male best friend and I got raped.
  • "You have to leave the convent Ariel. You committed fornication and you lied that you were raped. You're expelled from the convent. I hope your sins are forgiven."
  • "You should leave..."
  • Things didn't go my way after that terrible experience with Freddie. He was always calling even after I deleted his number. I sit opposite the therapist as she tells me about motivational stories. But as long as I'm breathing that didn't change a thing.
  • After that rape incident, I suffered from depression. I almost took my life too thinking Freddie left with everything. The therapist was nice. She talks about a lot of good stuff and give me a book to read. I was on dosage and always visiting the therapist for checkup. For some awkward reasons I'm always indoors. I'm broken and my parents really didn't help matters.