Chapter 5 Anger Unleashed

• It’s been 3 months since I started working at Tyrone’s family restaurant , Castillos Fine dining. I was entitled to a salary of $35 per hour for just assisting in checking the Inventories/pantries to see proper storage and rotation of stock , that’s it , that’s all guys . Mind you almost the whole staff hates me , it’s so absurd cause why is a 48 mother of 3 is having a one sided beef with me because according to them “I am the chefs favorite “.
• “Tanya!”
• “What is it camel toe? “
• “What are you thinking about this time ? I told you to pass me the château margaux and please don’t tell me you’re still thinking about your Romeo et Pablo”
• Camilla , my work bestie and only person I relate with at castillos fine dining. The maître d'hôtel, a very whorish sexy name if you ask me .
• “No im not touching a $235,000 wine thank you very much and I’m definitely not thinking about him just here to check the inventory ” which wasn’t a lie although I know i fucked up big time.
• I ended up not calling Pablo cause I misplaced the fucking business card, must have fallen don the uber, wena could have hidden it i honestly don’t know.
• Always knew the universe was against me .
• “Then move jeez, I have an actual job to do “
• “Now you’re just being shady” I snorted
• “ I have to make sure this bottle gets to the table”
• “I hope it falls and breaks then you have to pay $235,000”
• “Love you too tan hole and oh before I forget, we have a health inspector coming the day after tomorrow.“
• “Ok ? What does that have to do with me”
• “You are a staff, it’s 100% your business”
• “Whatever , we don’t have bugs or rat anyways. No ratatouille shit going on here”
• “It’s not just that…..”
• “Keep standing there with that bottle of our combined future life savings”
• She chuckles and leaves me in the pantry.
• Trying to pass time in the pantry, i created a new inventory table ,listed all items in individual rows which included Grains/pastas, dry ingredients, wet ingredients, excetera excetera.
• After what seems to be like forever in the pantry . I closed the pantry door and headed out to the front of house to see if there’s anything else I could do or a grown adult who wanted to settle their work beef with me.
• Then I heard that laughter, I swear I could recognize that disgusting laugh anywhere even if I were deaf.
• I used my eyes to scan the room looking for a certain built like a tooth bimbo.
• “Tan hole what are you doing up front ?” Camilla asked after making sure a table was cleared
• “Not now Camilla”
• It must have been a sudden rush of blood to my head that made me lash out , because immediately I saw her back and her signature tan burnt skin I came up behind her struck her like a battery ram using all my weight. I shoved her face into the plate of truffle mushrooms in front of her .
• “You shameless bitch” I shrieked while dragging her satin dress and forcing her to stand up, slapping her while at it . I could hear the gasps and oohs coming from different angles of the restaurant . I cared less and just wanted to give her a piece of my mind before Tyrone and the head of security grabbed me .
• “What the… Tanya?” Mid rat face was surprise to see me . “What is thi…..”
• “How dare you? How dare you treat my father like a piece of meat just for your devouring? You are absolutely disgusting; Fuckk you and your ratface” I screamed while I was being dragged inside Tyrone’s office
• “What exactly is wrong with you Tanya ?You jusy caused a scene” Tyrone asked
• “That stupid cunt had the audacity to come to my mothers burial after all the damage she has done to my family , with the help of the man I called my father,.” I held back some tears
• “It kills me knowing that my mother died with a permanent scar in her heart because she ended up in a loveless marriage with a cheating bastard . Can’t even describe the emotional pain and resentment I feel towards them right now.“
• “Breathe Tanya breathe “ he tried making me sit and i sluggishly oblige. Didn’t know when the tears started broke out but it couldn’t stop. All the emotions I’ve been bottling up these past few months just came out all at once.
• “I’m going back there to clear things up , if you feel like it you could go home and even take my car”
• “Thank you Ty ,I’m sorry for causing a scene “
• “Your feelings are valid , I understand.”
• He nods and leaves his office. I remain there for twelve minutes and follow suit. Heading to the locker room I meet Camilla .
• “Tanya, are you ok?”
• “I need to leave , I’ll talk to you about it on the phone”
• I took my things and headed out through the back door. Taking a four minutes walk down to the park I felt like hitting something so bad and pouring my frustration on it. I leaned besides a cold wall and broke down in tears for the second time tonight . To think I thought I had moved on from my painful past , I think it’s just the universe giving me a sign to move out of Texas completely.
• The countless times he made my mother cry in front of me saying it was because she had a bad day at work while she was secretly undergoing cancer treatment before I found out. Thinking about my fathers emotional abuse wasn’t helping at all. Listening to some music was the best option at the moment.
• I searched my pockets for my phone but I couldn’t find it.
• “Fuck” I cursed under my breathe and started my journey back to the restaurant. It was almost closing time and the front house was looking scanty with few guests and empty tables . I passed the back door and hurriedly went to my locker and it wasn’t there.
• Heading to tyrones office hoping he won’t be there . I quietly opened the door and I gasped in dismay. The sight before me was an outrageous view of Camila sucking Tyrone’s fucking face or whatever the hell they were doing .
• “I’m just here to take my phone , ty did you see my phone?”
• I thought nothing could travel faster than the speed of light, cause how exactly Tyrone was directly in front of me I couldn’t tell
• “Whatever you saw Tanya ….. “
• “I didn’t see anything , I’m just here for my phone”
• I look around the office and saw it on the chair where I sat . “oh there it is”
• “Kill me, just kill me now …..” Camilla exhaled and dropped her head into her hands .It’s a miracle she can speak , God really works in mysterious ways don’t he?
• “It’s not easy being the Maître d'hôtel , the pressure is real and it really has its perks. Clearly you did a lot , and I mean a lot to get to where you are today. Big ups Queen we need more women like you and it’s safe to say I’m not the chefs favorite .” I gave her my biggest grin and thumbs up while she looked away .
• “Don’t disrespect Camilla Tanya, you should be facing me “
• I gave my full attention back to Tyrone
• “Talking about disrespect? She doesn’t even respect herself , neither do you! I’m leaving Ty and first thing tomorrow i am dropping my resignation letter, thank you for your hospitality. We need more hospitable men like you to go round . Isn’t that right Camilla?“ I didn’t wait for an answer as i shoved my phone into my pocket and walk out of his office.
• At the end of the day , some men were only good at one thing, cheating.