Chapter 21

• Jiwoon, is a serious type of guy who would always think about his actions and consequence before he made a decision, he would make a rational move and simply couldn’t bother himself to think about other people's feelings. He grew up in a solitary environment where, he valued himself not the other. He was your typical arrogant kind of guy who wouldn’t care about process as long as he got the outcome he wanted and solely believing that people’s feelings are just another kind of waste, to be simple he was just another self-centered bastard. Looking back on what kind of person he is now made him laughed at himself. He's just the other kind of trash he talked about. Its not that he's a walking stone, he also had feelings but he chose not to let them bind him.
• Really?
• Then why does his goddamn heart beat so fast every time he's near Yenn. That was so unexplainable and goddamn weird enough to doubt himself more. He clenched his fist thinking deeply about what he should do although the whole thing that he's feeling right now is so goddamn ridiculous—he had to confirm it. Yeah, that’s an implicit way to describe the weirdness that he felt. He just had to—confirm it. He don’t care what process it might be, he could ask him to kiss him or maybe just fuck his roommate since he could be just pent up and frustrated but he's sure Yenn won't agree and he'll definitely be cursed to death too. He groaned in uncertainty trying to think of a more plausible reason that could possibly—insanely drove himself to this state.