Chapter 6

• I let my tears fall as I remembered the past.
• Why was it like this?
• Six years of holding up the past. Six years of pain and sorrow. Six years of being miserable.
• I knew, I'm stupid. Those memories that hurt me were the same memories that made me happy.
• How ironic. I used to be carefree. I used to be happy. But, he changed me. His love changed me.
• I gasped. I need to bury all my memories with him in oblivion. I need to build a wall for myself this time. Especially since he was already here.
• He was here now and bound to marry someone else.
• I smiled bitterly.
• The thought of it pained me. My chest tightened again and I wanted to cry again. Long time ago, he made the same promise to me. But he never did. He left me dumbfounded.
• Zeus was so unfair.
• He was very deceitful.
• I adjusted myself and looked nowhere. I'm always alone inside my room. Fausto and I never shared a room. I do not want to. He hated me for that. So, he hurted me because I couldn't be his wife in every sense of the word.
• I could not do it. I married him not because I love him, but to escape from a scandal. And I knew he married me too because of that.
• I'm not sure either. Because he said nothing from the very beginning. He made me feel nothing but physical pain.
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• I was about to leave my room when I met Zeus. I averted my eyes from him and continued walking but he quickly grabbed my arm.
• I frowned at him and looked up. He was taller than me. He also has a body that every girl would droll. And his face. This was the same face that made me crazy in love with him, years ago. Handsome was the understatement of his physical appearance. He was gorgeous as hell.
• I swallowed while staring at him. Am I so afraid to think of him like that. Embarrassing. Suddenly my cheek turned red.
• He grinned at me while looking at me intently.
• I closed my eyes for a moment before I finally uttered a word. "Let me go, Zeus." I said, authoritatively.
• I glanced at his whole being. His hair was still wet, maybe he just took a bath. I swallowed a few times. I shouldn't feel this way for him. I shouldn't let him hold me like this.
• "Let me go--"
• One swift move and Zeus tagged me to the wall. Everything happened fast. It was too late when I realized he was kissing me.
• I tried to push him but I just couldn't. He was stronger than I am.
• My heart and mind were fighting. What if I would let this feeling out for now? What would I do after?
• 'But still wrong'
• I suddenly woke up in a dream. I pushed him hard and I succeeded. I slapped him on the cheek and he immediately blushed. I hated him. I should not be allowing him to kiss and flirt with me. It should not be happening.
• "Don't fight back. I know you want me too." He was confused for a moment and then he grinned.
• I slapped him again. I didn't care if I hurt him anymore. He has no right to insult me.
• I was about to leave his presence when he took my hand. He grabbed my arm and pulled me hard closer to him.
• I did not know what he was going to do but my eyes widened as he hugged me. All of the sudden my heart sank and just like before, it beated fast that I couldn't hear my own breathing.
• "I fucking hate you, Doll. But, I fucking miss you too," Zeus whispered to the side of my ear. His voice was weary and weak. It was as if he was very tired.
• I closed my eyes. All my defense was weakening. I ate everything I said because until now, I still loved him. I am still in love with him.
• Just like that, Zeus broke the wall that I just built for him. Just like that, I am his slave again.
• He released me from his embrace and looked at me in the eye. His eyes tell it all. The sorrow, the pain and the longing. And I am drawn to it. I am occupied that I got my tongue tied.
• Zeus leaned closer to me and bent down. I knew he would kiss me. But, this time I did not budge. I wanted this. I wanted him. After all, he still owned me. All of me.
• The kiss was slow and gentle. It was as if he was nibbling every taste and part of my lips. He wrapped his arm around my waist and lifted me up. I put my arms around his neck and wrapped it around him.
• I was very occupied from what we were doing that I didn't notice that he already opened my door. He put me down on top of my bed instantly and released me from his grip.
• "Doll." His voice was hoarse. I closed my eyes after hearing it. Our kiss ended. We catched our breath. He looked at me with so much emotions in his eyes. Only Zeus could give names.
• He went to the door again and locked it. I just watched him as he did that.
• I'm scared.
• I am scared because it was forbidden. But why was this? Why do I want to? It was true that what was forbidden was tempting. Because now, I could feel it.
• Zeus joined me in bed. We sat on top of it, looking at each other. Until I could no longer restrain myself. I stroked his face down to his jaw. I traced it with my fingers. And when I reached his lips, I touched it. My hand trembled at what I was doing. I know he feels that.
• He grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him. We kissed again. This time with so much hunger. The precaution was gone. All our actions were in a hurry. One by one we took off our body garments.
• Zeus pushed me to bed. He was still kissing me. He traced my neck by his kisses. And when he reached my tits he kissed and sucked it.
• "Ohhh.." I moaned.
• The feeling he was inflicting on me was confusing. He sucked my right tits while his other hand was massaging my other breast. In return he did that to me. And I couldn't help it. I released my first orgasm.
• "Ohh ... my ..." I just said that.
• Zeus stopped and looked at me. Amusement was written all over his face. He was suppressing his grin and he even bit his lips.
• "Feel this baby ..." he said while looking at his manhood. "He wants you so much," he added. He smiled. My face was very red to his remark.
• Then, he kissed me again. This time, down to my stomach. He did not miss any part of my body. And I am not stupid to know that he left some marks on it. He kissed my belly and sucked my navel, while his hands were busy massaging my tits. I just get tired of all the worship he did to me. It was too much. My body felt hot from the intensity.
• Zeus parted my legs and looked at me. I was looking at him too. Moments later, I felt him sucked my pussy.
• The feeling was unexplainable. It was divine. It had been a long time when I did things like this. It had been a long time when we did it.
• He was still sucking my clit when he inserted his fingers on my pussy. He was thrusting it in and out. I was amazed at the taste he was giving me. It was torturing. I crimpled my toes and moved my body.
• I never thought I could feel the same things as this. I never thought that we would be making things like this, again.
• He stopped when I came again. I'm very tired. But I guess he was not done yet. He turned his back on me and he entered me. It hurts but it also gradually disappeared and was replaced by relish. He was huge. I feel very full. His thrusting it deep and hard inside my cunt.
• "Fuck! " he said softly.
• I close my eyes. He stopped and faced me. He entered me again. This time we looked at each other's eyes. This time we knew, it would never be the same.
• "I'm cumming" I whispered.
• "Cum with me, Doll ..." he smiled at me.
• And we came. We both came.
• I faint after all. We both panting for breath. We were all sweating too. I felt Zeus lay down beside me but I didn't budge.
• I was stunned staring at the ceiling.
• What happened between us, I knew we would never be the same.