Chapter 23

• Jasmine POV
• I have always wanted to be a mother. Jonah never wanted children. He barely wanted to touch me. He was always too busy working or screwing around. I nor my feeling were ever of any concern for him. I guess that was why it was so easy for him to find someone else. He never loved me. I am sure he cared for me. But love was not in the equation. Jonah was sweet and kind, but for some reason, he was never attracted to me in the way a husband should be to his wife. I know Chanel never wanted children. She is a wild free spirit. This is not her child anyway. It is the child of Insanna and Walker. I still do not understand how this baby will not be a god. I only know that I will love it. I will give it my heart. This will give me that purpose I so long for.
• I cannot believe Bauer is willing to help me. Why is he so in love with me? In reality, I have always known. I have always been there one he called when he was in trouble or needed help. He acts out entirely too much. But in these last few days, I have seen something so different in him. Maybe there is hope for me and him. I am still married. I have to handle that at some point.