Chapter 181 Hanging On By A Thread.
Once home, Elizabeth goes straight upstairs, it's late and she is tired. Her head is pounding, and she just wants to see her son. She goes into his room and picks him up, bringing him to the rocking chair and taking a seat. She rocks him, holding him tight as tears stream down her face and pain takes over her heart.
She didn’t want this life to end, she was happy. She loved being with Brian. Was this marriage falling apart even faster and much worse than the first one? Was she going around in a circle? Would Brian get bored and just move on leaving her and their son? So many things ran threw her mind. The doubts just filling her with dread. The more she would think, the more she would cry. It hurt every fiber of her being.
Elizabeth has tried to be strong, and let most of the last few months go by. It's been hard and now this has brought her to the edge. She should know better than to doubt Brian or his feelings, just everything is overwhelming her. She was stronger than this, she has dealt with a lot worse always rising above from it. Just seeing anyone touch him other than her, bothered her greatly. This relationship meant the world to her, and the love she has for him is strong. In a way, maybe too strong, that it consumes her. She wasn't used to this, she never felt like this before.