Chapter 5 Avoiding Damian

• The next day ...
• Sarah woke up early in the morning and felt that her intimate parts were less sore. The girl had taken a shower and was wearing a dark blue knee-length skirt combined with a white top and tied her hair in a ponytail.
• She rushed to the kitchen to prepare a simple breakfast because the maid who used to cook complicated dishes had not returned to work.
• "Hmm, Good morning, Sweetie..."
• Sarah turned and saw Damian coming up to her wearing only white short pants, without wearing a top. She immediately felt nervous and went back to her activities of making pancakes.
• "I have plans today," Damian said, embracing Sarah from behind.
• "What plan?" Sarah asked, nervous that Damian was being sweet to her again.
• “I think we should go shopping….shopping for my needs at the apartment...Then buy you new clothes if you want," Demian replied casually leaning his chin on Sarah's shoulder. "Then after that, I'll take you to my apartment... We can relax there... .do whatever we want without fear of my parents finding out."
• "That's impossible, Sir," said Sarah.
• "Why?"
• "I'm afraid Mrs. Lily will be suspicious. I don't want her to know what has happened to us….I don't want her to get angry and then fire me," explained Sarah then released Damian's embrace. She turned to look at her employer with an innocent look. "And don't act like this... I am nothing to you... and what happened to us yesterday was accidental and we must forget. I'm not a bitch, I don't want to be touched by a man who doesn't love me," she continued, then walked over to pick up a spatula.
• Damian paused, looking at Sarah who had her back turned to him. .for some reason he felt so disappointed because the girl was not acting like yesterday while he still really wanted to make out with her, enjoy her body that has not been touched by any man but him.
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• At 8 am.
• Lily and Vincent were in the dining room enjoying a breakfast of pancakes, bacon, and fruit salad Sarah had made.
• "Mum, dad," said Damian.
• "Damian, it's the weekend but you look quirky. Are you going?" Lily asked, glancing at Damian who was sitting on a chair with a quite quirky appearance, wearing black jeans combined with a white top and a dark blue leather jacket.
• "I'm planning to go shopping," Damian replied, starting to pick up the pancakes and eating them with a fork. he turned to glance at Sarah who came from the kitchen with a tray containing 3 glasses of drink. "I want to take Sarah," he continued.
• "Why?" Lily asked.
• "I want her to help me shop, after that, I will invite her to my apartment to clean it because I haven't cleaned it in a long time. I'm very lazy to clean it," Damian explained casually, then glanced at Sarah. "Sarah, I wish you would...I will give tips money for you," he continued.
• "But yesterday she wasn't feeling well," Lily said.
• "She looks better now, besides maybe my apartment was just dusty...not too dirty," Damian said casually, looking back at Sarah. "You'd better get ready now because we're leaving in 30 minutes," he continued.
• "But, Sir...."
• "Never mind... I don't want to wait for you too long. Besides, I invite you to pay you too," Damian exclaimed before Sarah finished her sentence. he refocused on eating while Sarah quickly left the dining room after placing three drinks on the table.
• Lily was silent, looking at Damian, who had only recently asked a maid to go shopping. she turned to glance at Sarah who was slowly drifting away from his sight, then back to Demian.
• "Why do you insist on going with her? Looks like she's going to refuse."
• "Because I need it, Mom..."
• "But why should she? this is the first time I've seen you going shopping with the maid?" Lily asked in surprise. "Or maybe you like her?"
• "Hahaha... Why did you think so fast?" Damian asked with a laugh. "There's no way I like her… she's too young for me, too innocent….maybe it feels weird because right now I want to shop with a maid, because before I always shop with my girlfriend... But now you know I don't have a girlfriend anymore, I do everything alone."
• "Then you have to get a new girlfriend and have to take the relationship very seriously... Mommy wants you to get married soon," Lily said with a look of hope.
• "For that, don't think too much about it, mom. I want to be alone right now," Damian said, continuing to eat the fruit salad.
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• Sarah walked slowly towards her room sadly, because she overheard Damian's laughter in the dining room earlier. She felt like a failure because the man only saw her as a young girl, who was not equal to him, perhaps only as a little sister.
• 'I can't be sad, I can't get too carried away by his attitude. Yesterday... This morning... His attitude was good only because he wanted my body. He must still be interested in making love to me, and not continuing a relationship,' she thought sadly.
• arriving at the room, Sarah felt lazy to get ready. She felt like being alone, and wanted to sleep all day but couldn't because she had to obey Damian's wishes, because if she refused there would be questions from Lily.
• Dreett... Dreett...
• Sarah took her cell phone which was on the table near the bed, then saw an incoming call from a contact number named "mommy" and immediately answered it.
• "Hello, Mom?"
• "Sarah, how are you doing there, is everything going well?" asked Elisa, Sarah's mother.
• "Yes, Mom….everything went smoothly. Today I made breakfast for my employer because the maid who usually cooks is going to her family," Sarah replied lying because she didn't feel well since yesterday's incident.
• “That's good then… uhuk... Uhukk…” Elisa sounded like she was coughing.
• "Haven't you taken your medicine yet?" asked Sarah anxiously.
• "Mommy doesn't take medicine. But mommy drink traditional potions made by Aunt Jane," answered Elisa, even this time her voice sounded so heavy.
• "You must have run out of money to buy . . I promise when I get paid I will immediately send money or even I will borrow my employer's money today so you can buy medicine," said Sarah, increasingly feeling unwell because she thought about her mother's condition.
• "You don't have to, sweetie... I'm fine."
• "Not!" Sarah confirmed. "I will try to borrow my employer's money today. If I can, I will immediately transfer it. Please don't refuse, because that's the same as you don't want to get well soon!"
• "Okay, if that is the case ... .but don't think too much about Mom's condition because mommy will try to stay healthy," said Elisa, sounding so weak. "Mommy turn off the phone first. Mommy doesn't want to interfere with your work."
• "Yes, Mom... Take care," Sarah exclaimed.
• "Yes, son. You too," said Elisa.
• the phone connection is lost. Sarah exhaled roughly, then lay down with her legs still hanging on the edge of the bed. She stared at the ceiling in silence, imagining her mother's ailing condition for the past few years.
• "Mommy said I have to take care of myself here, but I failed ... I can't take care of myself at all," she said softly, remembering what happened yesterday afternoon with Damian.
• There was always an image of that handsome man treating her very gently, taking her virginity patiently until it ended in pleasure. That image made her unable to think straight, feeling that she wanted more but was afraid of being addicted and not being able to do it again. she was worried that he would only make her like a sex slave, think of her like a prostitute, like a girl who thirsts for touch. No, she was telling herself not to want that intimacy anymore.
• "Hopefully in the apartment later, he doesn't attack me,' she thought anxiously.