Chapter 5 Confession

• Moon's POV
• It's been many weeks since the incident occurred, it's been tough for me to go to school, thinking of the loathing look that my classmates are going to give me, so I skip school thinking alone with out no one living with me.
• Tessy is no longer living with me again
• She moved out of my house to live with her new friend Linda and Kara
• “I got a little bit optimistic to confess to him about my feelings”
• The next day.
• I dressed up, as usual, I put on my round glasses to school
• As soon as I parked my car, I kept my head down, eyes on the ground as I walked into school, I knew people would be talking and laughing at me, I never wanted to show them that they were getting to me, I have never really fitted in
• I began to walk up the school hallway, I could feel everyone watching me, listening to numerous kinds of murmur and various kinds of unpleasant glimpses from my class mates, while some are snickering at me, I made my way to my locker unlocking it to put my stuff in that, I found a lot of bad words and dirt things, dead rats in my locker, I closed back my locker as I rushed off to class taking a seat in the corner out of everyone's way, Linda was also in the class, I wanted this day to hurry and end fast.
• After classes which seems like hell to me
• the Bell's finally rang
• I determined to go look for Kahr
• I walk down the hallway when I noticed him with his best friend “josh”.
• They both come from a rich affluent family
• but arrogant but not as arrogant as Kahr. Josh, he seems like a nice guy
• he doesn't like talking much
• he is cold and distant
• he never talks to me
• well I am not interested in him but Kahr
• Back to our story!
• I walked up to them with the little confidence I have
• “Hi Kahr, can I talk to you?
• “About what “, he asks leaning against the wall
• his muscles strained against the white t-shirts he was wearing,
• wow he is so damn hot he must have worked out a lot on himself I stare at him shamelessly
• he coughed, he must have noticed me staring at him,
• I look down, my confidence was gone,
• “I want to talk to you about my feelings” I confessed.
• Ever since I saw you, I have been having some sleepless nights about you, it's love at first sight and I hope you can give me a chance and I promise I will be the girlfriend you will be proud of, I will try my best to be good. After admitting my feelings to him. I finally told him the word I have been afraid to speak out, “I Love you.” I really loved you, Kahr
• He looked at me with revulsion, he sniggers, and he laughs out hard, And he began to speak
• “Did I not made it clear enough for you to understand me well enough that.
• I can Never Fall in Love with you, You despicable bitch
• “Why don't you listen to me, and understand that we are different from each other! Eh!! Why” he screamed at me
• “Why don't you just leave me alone, dammit
• It's absurd between us
• how can I possibly love a girl like you,
• you are just an unwanted human
• a nerd?
• You are not my type of girl and there is no way in hell I would love you, you got that nerd…
• I saw anger flare in his eyes, it's look like it could kill me any moment from now
• He really hates me than I could imagine
• tears jeopardizing to fall, but I hold it in,
• I would never show my vulnerable side to a person like him
• Josh gave me a bitter look and laugh me off, he finally speaks to me for the first time,
• “nerd, can't you just understand him and go find your type to date “why only him” when we have different types of guys in the school, and we also had your type (nerd) in the school just pick your type and let him be, he never loved you … Josh mocks.
• I just stood there shaking, hot tears roll down my eyes
• “They both laugh and left me there”
• And I become the target of all the school
• bullying me
• the news went far and wide in the school, saying
• I was too shameless for confessing my love
• And kahr being a smart guy for rejecting me
• “How can Kahr conceivably accept an ugly girl like her,” I hear one of my classmates says
• “Don't mind her, she's just a cheap girl, and I know she's not a virgin, she's just fibbing and full of lies.