Chapter 111 Sea Waves

• I don’t have any idea how long I was inside the bathroom, looking at the mirror. I glanced down at my body and that my breast and hips grew wider. I caress my thighs, stroking my stretch marks. I lose touch with my body and now that I have the time to see my skin wholly, it’s making me insecure to go out. I know the quotes about embracing your flaws but I couldn’t help but to notice them. I fondled on my lips, scratching my arms slightly.
• “God, this is such a torture…” I mumbled, closing my eyes and letting my body lean against the wall. I want to change outfit again but I know Steve wouldn’t let me get out of the hotel suite. He wants me to be confident about myself, to show what I can do, and what my body is for. I understand his concern, but Harry is right, there’s a lot of people out there who has body goals than me.
• I sighed, opening my eyes when Ethan flickered inside my head. I wondered what his reaction would be if he’s awake? Would he let me wear a bikini? Or not?