Chapter 42

• XingXing, mother has not given you a perfect life after the death of your father , I couldn't even protect you. As a mother I've not completed my duty even though that I wanted you to be happy and have a life like other girls I couldn't give you that. Your father always told me that you will grow up as a courageous girl like him and sure he is right. He did everything he could in order to protect us and the people but I've done nothing in return for him. Life is about sacrificing but I do not want you to sacrifice anymore. Mother is begging you to leave the state now, don't sit for the examination because we have been fooled. I married the man who killed my husband brutally and I cannot forgive myself for doing it. You lost your father, your brother and your best friend same as that many other people lost their loved ones because of him, because of his greed. I don't know whether what I'm going to do will end this or not but I decided to take back for your father, for the love he gave us. I want you to stay safe, don't come back here for anything, I gave Wales all the silver stones, take it and live peacefully, live away from the chaos. You have experienced a lot in your life but I could do nothing but cry in the night for you. It's all his plan, it's all your step father's plan and you are the main plot in it. Please do this for me, go away and live your life, find your love and stay happy. No matter where mother is you will always have my blessings and love.
• I'm sorry for putting your life in stake and now I want you to step away from it. But don't forget that mom will always love you.
• My daughter XingXing please don't come back to the mansion, even to see me.