Chapter 7 Unbelievable

• I was tired of this family, when will they ever look on me as someone worth it, I was their flesh and blood but they acted like I am not part of the family, all my life I have never known or felt the word called "Love"
• "You can't tell me what to do, Omega, sis." She walked closer to me and stood in front of me, face to face. "You are a fucking Omega, that's your fucking business, Rieka. I'm an Alpha and you are right about saying that, I can do whatever the fuck I want and I get that a lot. But you, you are nothing and the only way to live and survive it's to sell your body to men, who want sex, hot sex, entertainment, pleasure from you and especially when they are ready to pay for your pussy down there or you can go meet that boyfriend of yours, who is just a beta and not even an Alpha. What's worse, you haven't even learned to control your werewolf form yet and you think you will be able to survive out there.' She scoffed and laughed sarcastically at me.
• I could do nothing, but clench my hand into a fist.
• "I never said, I will be able to survive out there, never said I wanted to leave, you people are the ones kicking me out and you want to sell me to an Alpha, who doesn't care about me, but wants me as his sex tool."
• "Who cares, does that matter right now? Father wants you out, you get out, no one wants you here. What is your pussy good for, isn't it for banging, that pussy was meant for fucking, letting a dick penetrate you in there, not for leaving it there to rot and decay. You could have given it to him to enjoy, that's what he loves, a piece of cake, too easy." She laughed.
• "You are sick." I sneered.
• "Oh, let me guess, were you perhaps leaving your virginity for your hubby boo?"
• "That's not any of your business, don't call him hubby boo." I firmly stated, I hated that name, it was what my sister calls her loose boyfriends.
• "Well, spill it, isn't that the reason, you want to leave the house and go meet him? Let me guess, he won't treat you the way a father treats you right. He will treat you like a king like you are the only person in the whole wide world, the love of his life, his one and only,' he taunted. "Trust me, you will regret it. People like that want Alphas in their dicks and not an Omega like you because they wouldn't be respected well enough or probably look for a beta,' she ridiculed.
• "Enough, Ylva. Enough of all this talk,' I glared. "Don't say one more word, Ylva,' he strictly warned. "Don't insult my boyfriend, don't you dare talk about him like that.'
• I was fed up and then, she turned toward her father, not having time for Ylva right now.
• "You want me out," I muttered.
• "Yes,' Lupe answered. "Yes, I want you out of our life,'
• I wiped off my tears and nodded, I was exhausted.
• "I've always wanted to live alone, I'm tired of staying with you. I want to go make a living, did I say anything wrong, Father? Isn't that what you wanted to hear from me? You've always hated me from birth because I'm an Omega and not an Alpha. I get it, I disgust you so much, I get it,' I nodded numerous times and tears streamed down my soft cheeks, but I wiped them off. "You never loved me, you always treated me like trash, you and Mom, like I never existed to you and now, you want me to let it slide. So, I've made up my mind, I want to leave here and never bother you again. At least, that would be better for both of us, I won't have to be around you anymore or Ylva.' I said in anger with tears in his eyes.
• I had enough for now.
• "You've always hated me because I'm an Omega and that's why you hardly let me go out with you, mom and Ylva because you are ashamed of me. You don't want people to think or know that I'm an Omega and you've never acknowledged me since I was born. It was always Ylva and you were always telling me to stay out of your way and now, still I told you that I wanted to leave the house. You didn't feel any remorse towards me or tell me to stay,' I calmly said and the tears couldn't stop coming out of my eyes, it was painful. It hurts to be with someone for years with no love at all and that person claims to be the father and hates me for not being who they expected me to be and that'd be infuriating and painful for a father to treat his biological child like a scum. I had known all these for a long time, but I refused to accept the truth and kept doing everything to please my father, to make him love me more. However, it seems like I had just wasted his time and my father will never acknowledge me.
• I was indeed naive and slow-witted.
• "Since, you know the truth now. You can get out of my house and don't ever let me set my eyes on you, ever again,' he strictly warned as he pointed his finger at my face.
• "Piece of trash,'' he shouted and spat on my face, the slime disgusting spit was drooling down my face and I didn't seem to care.
• After all, this was not the first time he was spitting on me.
• "You despise me, because of what I am, dad. I never asked to be this way, I never asked for it, so why are you treating me this way.' He shouted.
• "Don't call me, your father ever again. The next time you call me your father, you will see the other side of me. As from today, you seize to be my daughter.'
• "Really,'
• "You heard me, didn't you,'
• "I heard you, correctly,' I agreed.
• "Now, move,' he ordered.
• "What?' I asked shockingly. "So, you want to throw me out of the house,' I asked again in disbelief.