Chapter 11 Still Loving You

• I still madly in love with Jake, even thought I need to get responsibility for all the mistakes I've been done to Ethan.
• It was a shame he was taken so young. Maybe if Ethan had been a good beta like Jake then this wouldn't have happened, perhaps we could be happy and healthy as a family.
• But regardless of what I did, it was just not working out. I mean, it's not as if Ethan wanted to break up, he would rather not end things because of me. He would probably say it was better that way, but deep down I know that's not true. It's my fault for being such an asshole to him.