Chapter 105 They Don't Make Princes Like They Used To

• For the next two weeks, all that was done in the Broken Crown was to organize the invasion of the castle of Avalon. The night before the attack, I thought I wouldn't be able to sleep because of excitement and worry about what the next day would be like. But I was mistaken. Soon after I fell asleep. I woke up in the middle of the night and saw that Samuel wasn't in bed. I went to the kitchen and had a glass of water. I checked Emy's room and she wasn't sleeping there either. They were certainly still working out the last details. I could help... I'd like to help. But at the same time, staying with the girl Emília was also a way of helping them. Except for Sam and Emy, I wasn't welcomed at the Broken Crown. The way everyone looked at me was distrust and disgust for me being there. And that didn't do me any good. Yes, I would be raiding Castle Avalon trying to oust the insane Stepjan Beaumont from power. But I didn't need to plan how that would happen. I had already done my part in trying to develop the plan, which I saw was a failure because Alexander died, because Isabella was unpunished, because I hurt the people I loved most and was responsible for the death of another. In the end, Emy said that thanks to me she had the courage. And I was happy to have helped in some way, even with all the bad that happened. Before long, King Stepjan would no longer be in power, and that gave me an incredible sense of well-being. I would very much like to be able to say to the king's face that he was impotent, that he could not have children, that his manhood was in trouble. And that he had been betrayed countless times. But I certainly wouldn't have that opportunity.
• I tried to sleep, but I couldn't. I stayed there, hugging little Emilia. In the midst of chaos, I think she would survive. She had love from her family. And when all that was over, she would be very happy with them.
• When the first rays of sunlight came through the window, I was still clinging to the girl. Then Sam walked in. He looked at me and said: