Chapter 5

• I must have been to Houston midweek to meet with one of my company's senior marketers about their private cybersecurity. To my surprise, our boss told me that Cameron Ryan, one of the women on my task force, would be coming with me. I'm a senior and better at selling our type of consulting work, but she has more know-how about VPN or private network security approaches and weaknesses than clients like this - these people are using. In theory, we are an undefeated team.
• Cameron is a lovely young professional woman who is also a computer science graduate. She set herself apart by designing several monetized computer games before focusing on hacking, code, and security issues as part of her graduate studies. She is cute, attractive and I feel attracted to her, I can't explain.
• We took the morning flight and arrived at the customer's office just before noon. I feel a little better in life. My Sunday night with Marcie and a bit of reflection since then put me in a better mood than last week after KC's ultimatum, even though she didn't say so. I haven't found any solutions, I just feel better about life in general.
• When I fell asleep on the flight, I thought about KC a lot. I wonder if she's heard about my overnight date with Marcie, and how we really like each other. I miss KC above all else, and I find myself regretting his love and care. I haven't seen her for more than a week, and the pain of not seeing her really hurts. I was determined to solve this problem when I returned from my trip to Houston.
• I let Don know that I was going to be away for a few nights, telling him that if KC wanted to use the house or get more of her stuff, she was free to do so without seeing me. He promised to tell her.
• I wanted to jot down some notes, as I always do, to help clear up my mind on KC, but with Cameron sitting next to me on the plane, I just couldn't. I tried to keep a few highlights from my thoughts, especially how I felt without KC. In this case, the absence made the heart even more affectionate.
• We sailed all afternoon with a room full of technicians, and at the end of the afternoon we were asked to become their consultants and stay for two more days and start this new job. That was good news and we immediately accepted; That was our hope.
• That night Cameron and I had a small house party with steak and a few bottles of wine that lasted for several hours as we sat down and talked about the project. Eventually the conversation changed and we started talking about ourselves. One thing led to another, and soon I did a small data dump about KC and my breakup.
• Cameron declared, "You haven't broken up. You're just taking a little vacation from each other, and from what you implied I guess you're seeing others."
• She hitched herself closer to me in the booth we were sitting in, "When you think about seeing others, I hope you think of me." Cameron looked at me expectantly.
• Totally unexpectedly, Cameron leaded into me and kissed me on the lips. She had her eyes closed, and the kiss was a long, deep, soultouching, romantic, mindblowing kiss. As she walked away, I said with a hint of humor and sarcasm, “Wow! As I expected, we both laughed at my winged compliment, but I reached out and pulled Cameron closer to me, until we hugged.
• Cameron rests his head on my shoulder. She said in a low voice, "Just for the sake of this trip, can you... pretend I'm your girlfriend." I really need you to do this. I will explain later. Just know that I love you so much and want to be with you in any way you can imagine. I kissed Cam's forehead as my own response.
• After dinner Cameron went to her room, and I even said good night, but a minute later I heard a knock on my door. When I opened it, she was already there and came to my room pulling her suitcase. She was a little shy, but clear about what she wanted me. I wanted her too. She was pretty, smart, and reminded me of KC in some ways. I ran a warm bath in the deep tub in the bathroom, even adding bath salts that made the place smell like a florist shop.
• Cameron appeared with a towel around her, as I stood nude beside the tub. She dropped the towel and I hugged her. We both groaned in the kisses that followed.
• We're lying in the tub with Cam leaning against me as I play lightly with her modest breasts. They're not large, but they're particularly sensitive and, she says, have a direct path from her nipples to her clitoris. The purpose of bathing is not to cleanse oneself, although it is a by-product; we were there to foreplay and tease each other and ourselves before the main event of the evening. Finally the water cooled down and we went out. We dried ourselves off with the large cotton towels provided by the hotel. Cameron took my hand and led me to the king-size bed. We pulled the cover off, then our bodies locked together in passion, as we gathered together.
• I ate Cameron with a series of orgasms, each time seemingly taking her further from earth than the last. She pulled me over her and I pulled her legs up to my hips. This locates its opening right in front of my granita. I played by stroking my cock up and down her cunt slit, until she begged me to penetrate her.
• When it turned out she was least expecting it, I crashed into her body, sinking my first eight inches into her in one fell swoop. To my delight, Cam had another orgasm and then began rapidly pumping her body into my cock so she could capture the last few inches she knew she was. not yet.
• Then I lay down in her waiting arms and she wrapped her legs around me, and we had sex for hours. I had a vision of Cameron riding over my body: sex, beauty, passion, physical stimulation and a huge dose of love. We made love several times that night. Her lips swelled up from the sexual arousal, and this led to continued oral ejaculation and also my dick deep into her body.
• Cameron had never asked a man to eat her semen in her pussy, and I remember Marcie didn't either. Marcie and I used each other for mutual satisfaction which ultimately included her husband in a number of ways. With Cameron it was different. I have a crush on her romantic feelings, and I can tell she feels it for me. We had sex four times before bed, but fell in love the rest of the night and the next two days whenever we could be alone. The next night we even ordered room service for dinner delivery because we didn't want to waste time getting out of our room to have dinner somewhere.
• As we got off the plane on Friday night, Cameron led me to a dimly lit cocktail bar at the airport. After ordering a glass of wine, I saw tears rolling down her cheeks. I wipe them clean with my thumb and kiss her. "Cam, what's wrong?" "
• " I...i love you... but I can't have you for some reason. I'm so grateful and happy for the time we spent together, the nights we spent together, our love, our kisses, the passionate times we spent together, but... maybe . .. "she sobbed," it was over, for now at least. I'm not sure.
• I gave him a questioning look.
• Cam explains, “I'm sorry if this hurt you in any way. I've been selfish, but... I need you. Let me explain. First of all, you need to go back to KC. What she asks of you is not unreasonable in today's world, and in time I'm sure the whole problem will disappear and be forgotten as something other than a glitch in your relationship. Please keep my request in mind and deal with it. If she wants another guy from time to time, don't make it hard; the same applies to you and I hope you will think of me.
• "As for me, tomorrow is a party at which a man named Peter whom I love will give me a diamond ring and ask me to be his life partner. We have lived together for a long time. two years...but.. and I love you too. Someday, I'll tell him a little bit about what happened this week, and I'll beg him for mercy when I see you again. He will give it to me because he loves me, and I hope you will allow me a little corner of your life from time to time.
• "I'm not going to draw parallels between our lives and our situations, but I know you can see them as I do. I'm not trying to corner you, stalk you, or force you into any way. whatever. by thinking. You have to sort this out yourself. You can see where I come from a little better. I would be KC for Peter, only worse. KC just wants to have a boyfriend once in a while. I want to have you as a true, pure lover.
• "Matt, I love you. I loved you before I went on your trip. I love and will continue to enjoy working with you, but I will not be clingy or embarrassed at work. In fact, After I left this living room, we became professional friends again, except when, by mutual agreement, we decided it was time to share again maybe on other trips to Houston or to other friends. My fiance will know what can happen and I may or may not tell him when I get back.”
• Cameron took a sip of his wine and finished his glass. She put it down and stood up. "Please let me go before you come later." I was about to drown in uncontrollable sobs and hate doing scenes in public. I thought I could get up until I got out of the car. »